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Does anyone even read all that shit I post here? XD
Not that I care though. Just... need to write all that somewhere.
A certain person asked me some time ago: "Have you changed over last 3-5 years?" and I said no. But apparently it was not true at all, only I wasn't quite aware of the fact at that time. I did change, and pretty considerably. Because, if I didn't then why would I go and delete almost four years worth of old posts in my @diary? I looked at all the stupid and useless things I had written and I hated the dumb and embarrassing person I had been back then. So I got rid off all that - because I am not her anymore. She is in the past, and so is everything she did and said and everyone she met and parted with. I don't want it to haunt me and linger and all that.
Maybe I'm just a coward. But i'm 0k with that.
Not that I care though. Just... need to write all that somewhere.
A certain person asked me some time ago: "Have you changed over last 3-5 years?" and I said no. But apparently it was not true at all, only I wasn't quite aware of the fact at that time. I did change, and pretty considerably. Because, if I didn't then why would I go and delete almost four years worth of old posts in my @diary? I looked at all the stupid and useless things I had written and I hated the dumb and embarrassing person I had been back then. So I got rid off all that - because I am not her anymore. She is in the past, and so is everything she did and said and everyone she met and parted with. I don't want it to haunt me and linger and all that.
Maybe I'm just a coward. But i'm 0k with that.