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so...i added a bunch of CCUers to my xanga account. So look for my name on your subscribers lists...
I have been hiding it in hopes of hiding secrets, but then i realized that you guys are my friends....in the good times and in the bad.
i tend to forget that sometimes.
The holidays are coming...oy I'm sorry if i don't give people gifts this year....i'm looking for a new job. Petco had a manager that had a baby and now she's back so they had to cut my hours to give her back her 40 a week so now i have like 17 per week and I can't afford to live anymore.
I'm also dropping out of school....
I know, I suck.
So basicly, I'm going into debt and getting paid almost 1/2 of what i was...nice, eh?
Merry Christmas......
I keep thinking about THanksgiving. The only thing that i'm thankful for is that it's over. Not to be mean, but geez. "I'm thankful that my daughter doesn't mutilate her body by putting holes in her face".... It's nice that i try to be Christian, because the response that I (barely) kept in was somethign to the effect of "no, your daughter lets guys put things in the holes that God made her with" but NOOOO I didn't say it. So I'm not going to my family's Christmas. I'm working Christmas day...nice. And then I'll go to the Berry's if I have time and stuff.
Oh, I don't think i put this in an entry yet....if I did...sorry, you get to read it again....
I went shopping for clothes with my aunt the other day. So there were these really freaking cool PURPLE curdoroy (sp?) pants. I wanted them SOOOOO bad. So i looked...they didn't have my size. Or the size that i can make my body squeeze into if I really try hard. So, thinking to myself how dumb i was, i took the next size down from the one i can barely squeeze into... So heading to the fitting room, I said to myself "lets just get this over with and find that they don't fit." What happens? The 2 sizes down one definately fit me. I've been joking around about needing to buy a belt, but this actually shocked me.... No wonder all of my freaking clothes have been falling off my ass (pardon my french).... So...yay for ego boosts.... Needless to say, i'm getting those pants for CHristmas thanks to my aunt. THey are so cool looking.
Oh, i may be getting a job interview at a bank. My friend Angie's boyfriend is seeing if he can get me in!!! I hope!
I have been hiding it in hopes of hiding secrets, but then i realized that you guys are my friends....in the good times and in the bad.
i tend to forget that sometimes.
The holidays are coming...oy I'm sorry if i don't give people gifts this year....i'm looking for a new job. Petco had a manager that had a baby and now she's back so they had to cut my hours to give her back her 40 a week so now i have like 17 per week and I can't afford to live anymore.
I'm also dropping out of school....
I know, I suck.
So basicly, I'm going into debt and getting paid almost 1/2 of what i was...nice, eh?
Merry Christmas......
I keep thinking about THanksgiving. The only thing that i'm thankful for is that it's over. Not to be mean, but geez. "I'm thankful that my daughter doesn't mutilate her body by putting holes in her face".... It's nice that i try to be Christian, because the response that I (barely) kept in was somethign to the effect of "no, your daughter lets guys put things in the holes that God made her with" but NOOOO I didn't say it. So I'm not going to my family's Christmas. I'm working Christmas day...nice. And then I'll go to the Berry's if I have time and stuff.
Oh, I don't think i put this in an entry yet....if I did...sorry, you get to read it again....
I went shopping for clothes with my aunt the other day. So there were these really freaking cool PURPLE curdoroy (sp?) pants. I wanted them SOOOOO bad. So i looked...they didn't have my size. Or the size that i can make my body squeeze into if I really try hard. So, thinking to myself how dumb i was, i took the next size down from the one i can barely squeeze into... So heading to the fitting room, I said to myself "lets just get this over with and find that they don't fit." What happens? The 2 sizes down one definately fit me. I've been joking around about needing to buy a belt, but this actually shocked me.... No wonder all of my freaking clothes have been falling off my ass (pardon my french).... So...yay for ego boosts.... Needless to say, i'm getting those pants for CHristmas thanks to my aunt. THey are so cool looking.
Oh, i may be getting a job interview at a bank. My friend Angie's boyfriend is seeing if he can get me in!!! I hope!