Time for an explanation...
Dear People,
I've been under quite the bit of stress lately... and through it all God has finally shown me why.
I went to visit Jordan on Friday, before I headed off to work. I ended up walking in on him and Tat. Jordan and I are done, again... and for the last time, I gave him his second chance. Though, until even more recently, I didn't understand why something like that would happen. I've realized that, even while I was with Mike, sure enough that Jordan was unimportant in my life, my future... and despite how much I love and care about Mike, I wasn't over Jordan. I thought the stress that I was under near the end of Mike and my relationship was because I wasn't happy, but it was God telling me that I had something I needed to do. Then Jordan came back. I spent a lot of time yesterday, thinking, and praying. I understand now why I was being called elsewhere with my life, something I couldn't figure out before, as things were going so well with Mike, but God knew that it had to be done.
Since Mike and I broke up he has been resistant to talk to me, at all. I realize now, more than ever, how I may have hurt him, and even though I can't get through to him, my prayers are with him. Jordan and I plan to remain friends, but everything that was between us is gone now. Thank you Lord for taking care of me.
So that's my story, Love you all,
Lynn
I've been under quite the bit of stress lately... and through it all God has finally shown me why.
I went to visit Jordan on Friday, before I headed off to work. I ended up walking in on him and Tat. Jordan and I are done, again... and for the last time, I gave him his second chance. Though, until even more recently, I didn't understand why something like that would happen. I've realized that, even while I was with Mike, sure enough that Jordan was unimportant in my life, my future... and despite how much I love and care about Mike, I wasn't over Jordan. I thought the stress that I was under near the end of Mike and my relationship was because I wasn't happy, but it was God telling me that I had something I needed to do. Then Jordan came back. I spent a lot of time yesterday, thinking, and praying. I understand now why I was being called elsewhere with my life, something I couldn't figure out before, as things were going so well with Mike, but God knew that it had to be done.
Since Mike and I broke up he has been resistant to talk to me, at all. I realize now, more than ever, how I may have hurt him, and even though I can't get through to him, my prayers are with him. Jordan and I plan to remain friends, but everything that was between us is gone now. Thank you Lord for taking care of me.
So that's my story, Love you all,
Lynn