Sep 12, 2005 22:13
(Noah)
'Considering you don't know who half of my friends are anymore, I don't know why you would pinpoint Aubree. But regardless, the fact of the matter is, you don't know me either. You've never cared to know me, which is fine considering the age gap.' - Kelly
I'll cover the first of that tid-bit later, as for the rest. . . Uh, care to whine a bit more? I have told you near a dozen times or more (I've the MSN IM messages saved to show it), I have a 'you first' policy: I'm here, always, it's up to you to take advantage of the time I'd otherwise freely give. It was that way with Aubree, Emily, Melissa, and ten or so others.
'And aside from that, you don't know anything that's been going on in my life. You know what you hear from Emily and/or Aubree, both of whom don't know everything either. Your information has ALWAYS come from one of the two because you've never ever cared enough to ask me about it yourself.' - Kelly
Right'O, keep those first two lines in mind for a moment.
'Honestly, if I thought you were writing this to help me, or make things better, or just to give me advice... I wouldn't be so angry right now. But seeing as the only time you ever talk to me is to tell me I'm wrong or stupid - i'm not receiving a very helpful message.' - Kelly
I don't believe I've ever called you stupid, or even inferred that you were anything less then brillant - which is why this is almost, well, sad. No, you are most certainly correct. You are NOT recieving a helpful message. Rather you're reading between lines that don't even exist. The last time I really spoke with you, I was one of your Youth Workers - I found it helpful to inform those under my spiritual guidance when they were in error - as all teachers are admonished to do via scripture. You know that, now you're just throwing a tantrum.
Why'd I do it here? It's a three-year old habit, I'm trying to kick it, I swear.
'In all honesty Noah, be real. Ask yourself some of the same questions before you jump down my throat. Are YOU a good Christian man? I didn't think so either.' - Kelly
Remember those two lines I asked you to keep in mind? WHAM! This is what we call a hypocrite kids, and not a very bright one at that - yes Kelly, this is me formally (and in writing) letting you know that you made a very stupid mistake.
'Read over what you just wrote. Is it in the slightest way helpful? Is it something that is going to benefit me in any way? Is it something that is going to help? Is it something I haven't heard before? No. To all questions... no.'- Kelly
Scripture isn't helpful? (shrug) K'. 'My word will not return void.' - God And yes, you've heard it all before, I think that's what I was getting at in that first post.
'Your goal here wasn't to be helpful, or to show me any sort of light.
It was to stick your nose where it didn't belong.
Don't read my journals anymore.' - Kelly
Don't put them in a public forum? See, you having thrown a silly little pity party doesn't in any way shape or form show that I don't care - only that you've quite a bit of growing up to do.
The next time you decide to act a big girl, don't. I'd take you a little more seriously if you had the gumption to speak to me either by phone or in person. I'm here, and waiting. If you haven't gotten my cell number yet I'll be sure to send it to you the moment I've finshed up here.
Now, I'm going to tell you what you're going to do.
You're going to act the child a bit more (deleting me from your friends list, among other such trite and trival things), try shifting the blame this way and that, and in the end settle on this one fact: You walked away from me, you walked away from God, you walked away from the friends that cared most about you. Not the other way around.
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