May 27, 2005 22:03
So this is me updating...I've started doing that kinda. 4 days left, thank the lord. More like...3 and 1/2 but it works. I'm tired, should probably go do something productive then get some sleep, but oh well. This week has been...interesting I guess. I held an egg for ransom which was fun. It was fun teasing the guy too cause he's just one of those guys that is really nice and can take me teasing him, which is awesome. But he fulfilled his ransom so that fun is over.
School was really depressing this week. We watched Schindlers List in History, Of Mice and Men in English, and we had a senior going away party in Choir. And my kitten just tried to shred my side. Ouch...Oh yeah did I tell you we have two new kittens? They're adorable.
What else can I talk about, without being dislexic and mixing my words up. Oh so this summer, hopefully, Sharon will be coming down here on like...June 23rd...ish...and staying till like July 6th. Then July 11th I'll hopefully be going to High School camp if I get the money. Then sometime in the summer, probably late July or August, I'm hopefully going to be going to Washington. If everything works out the way I want, I'll be staying with my Aunt Esther and Uncle Harold. Since my Uncle is retired, hopefully he can bring me around and we'll go look at colleges. I've always wanted to go up there for college, and I would LOVE to go to a christian college. But they're really expensive. I want to study music. I was talking to my mom about it this morning. She was saying that I should go into psychology or sociology. I've always been told that, and that I should persue a career in that feild. I've never really given it much thought because Music is my passion, thats what I want to do. I want to be a High School Band Teacher. I don't know. Theres a good school up there...Multinoma (sp???) That is a christian school. They have a choir called The Ambassadors for Christ that travel around the US which would be awesome because I LOVE to sing, but I don't know about they're band program, or if they have an orchestra or anything of the sort. And if they do would I even be capable of getting in. Say I did go to this college (I don't want to try and spell it again) then where would I live. I could live in Portland and make Missy REALLY jealous, but I don't want to live in Portland. I don't really want to live in Oregon that much, they just have crappy taxes and weird stuff. So I could live in Longveiw, which would be fun, and communicate, but that could really suck. I don't know I have lots of options. But when/if I go up this summer, my mom wants me to get my senior pictures done up there to. I would LOVE to have my senior pictures taken up there by the lake. It's sooo georgous up there. and the lake is amazing. Thats what we planned on doing and I would love to do that. But mom has also been talking about just doing it ourselves and get it done cause it's cheaper. I understand that, and maybe I'm just being greedy and selfish, but I really want to get my senior pictures done professionally. I mean truthfully, I take bad enough pictures as it is, I don't see them coming out too good. Another thing with going up this summer, I'd be up there for 2 weeks maybe even longer just so I could talk to Financial Offices and stuff, but I don't really want to go alone, I would much rather have someone go with me, but who would I have go, who COULD go, and would it be a good idea. So many things running through my mind. Just how is everything going to work out. This is probably the last thing I should worry about considering that I have finals next week and then I have to take the SAT and then I'm taking the ACT, so I don't know. *sigh* I shouldn't stress just yet. I just like having a general plan and having things generally worked out, and I don't right now and I'm worrying though I shouldn't.
Well lets see if there's anything else I can talk about. I don't know, this weekend the parents are going to be gone. Big woopy because I'm such a bad kid.
Well I should go get some stuff done. I'll talk to you people later.
Love ya,
Emily