Overwhelmed

Dec 05, 2012 21:27

In the best possible sense, I guess. I must seem very silly, reacting in ways that I don't understand even at this age. Got to pay it back.

Pete's sake, isn't it time to have risen beyond this? The fact that I've still got boxes packed doesn't help. If I'm aiming to act my shoe size instead of my age, does that mean I have to live with a stunted ability to cope too?

It's been an eventful year. Some things I've learrned:
  • Having a routine isn't the same thing as having a home.
  • Awful nice to have the routine at least, though.
  • Emotional tentpoles not all set up right, at least not yet. I think they are and something inadvertently kicks one out, nobody's fault, no harm done save to wonder how long it takes to get the damn thing staked.
  • Need to get more sleep.
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