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Well, I continued my story Jade, and I'm going to post it on http://www.fanfictionland.com/forum/index.php but first they have to let me be a writer on that website, and that can take up to two weeks before I know whether I can post stories there or not.
Well, I hate school, and I'm still confused, Joanna acted so nice, but now it seems she's back to her old self, keeping a distance between us. They good thing is, she talks to me again, well I don't know if it's good.. And I still miss Melanie, hope she's alright.
I'm so though feeling like shit, I don't have any discipline left, and I still need to learn some things. I'm just so tired, I don't have a real goal, I'm searching for an answer on the question 'Why am I still at school?' I know, because then you'll get a diploma, but I want to make art, and make music, I can do that now...Nevermind this, I held this discussion with myself before.
And they only thing I do, when I'm coming home, is listening to Nirvana, hearing his voice makes me feel good, and I really want to make the same kind of music, I'll just have to wait two weeks, then I'm going to practice with my band. We're gonna jam, and Ramon (the drummer) his girlfriend (Lysannelynn)is going to write down the lyrics I make up there, hope it works.
I feel so miserable, still, without reason, I think it's just because I haven't found my spot in the world, I know where that place is: With music, in my band. Lysannelyn ones told me my eyes were different (no they were not changing into whatever), I looked with a different glance in my eyes (hope this is correct English).
Oh, and one thing: I can play No doubt - I'm just a girl =) *whispers* I love the song 'Where did you sleep last night'.
Well, I hate school, and I'm still confused, Joanna acted so nice, but now it seems she's back to her old self, keeping a distance between us. They good thing is, she talks to me again, well I don't know if it's good.. And I still miss Melanie, hope she's alright.
I'm so though feeling like shit, I don't have any discipline left, and I still need to learn some things. I'm just so tired, I don't have a real goal, I'm searching for an answer on the question 'Why am I still at school?' I know, because then you'll get a diploma, but I want to make art, and make music, I can do that now...Nevermind this, I held this discussion with myself before.
And they only thing I do, when I'm coming home, is listening to Nirvana, hearing his voice makes me feel good, and I really want to make the same kind of music, I'll just have to wait two weeks, then I'm going to practice with my band. We're gonna jam, and Ramon (the drummer) his girlfriend (Lysannelynn)is going to write down the lyrics I make up there, hope it works.
I feel so miserable, still, without reason, I think it's just because I haven't found my spot in the world, I know where that place is: With music, in my band. Lysannelyn ones told me my eyes were different (no they were not changing into whatever), I looked with a different glance in my eyes (hope this is correct English).
Oh, and one thing: I can play No doubt - I'm just a girl =) *whispers* I love the song 'Where did you sleep last night'.