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Well life is going crazy I think I like this girl but she has something going on I don't want to push her away with my feelings but at the same time I want to know her feeling about me I know she is a freind I would love for me and her to be more but I just don't think it would happen but life is werid it can make people do crazy things fo some people. On a positve note I'm haveing fun with these late nights on the phone It makes me happy that someone actually wants to talk to me and likes me for me you know what I mean? I don't know what's going on in my head so many things at once And at the same time nothing at all it's crazy up there. You know someone great once said you have to love yourself before anyone can love you back and I'm finally understanding that I'm so happy right now and she just don't know why I wish I had the guts to tell her why but I'm to shy but soon enough I feel like there is something there but you never know I guess in time it will tell Well I know not that good at this writing thing and When I write I ushally turn people away from me, Ushally because it hurts someone and I don't even relize it but if it hurts anyone I'm sorry