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i always wonder why i procrastinate for everything i always say imma do it early and end up doin it last minute somehow grrrrr. that pretty much goes with anything i do or i do it spontaneously. todays wierd for me dunno why. i might go out tonight who knows everythings wack i think. plans or not lately i cant make plans i just go with whatever takes me. blah i got to clean up my house been doin that since i moved here lol never ending too much stuff too little space. for some reason ive been feeling very alone distant blah sucks ass. "help urself then god will help u" .... iv ebeen giving thought about joinin the navy dunno .... my friend wants me to go.... with that id be able to get out of the house get my own place have the car i want... pay off my bills... help my mom out... but i think what freaks me out is loosing the people i know... ehh too many things on my mind my escape is usually being with someone else.