meh
I don't update here very often i know..I usually do it on myspace..cause..its better. lol. iono.
I just started my second semester of college. all 4 of my classes. well actually..i didn't get to go to my psych class yet b/c it was cancled from the "tropical storm" also known as "the very little wind and rain." so..we'll find out today if that class sucks. yay.
I might be getting a job at the omni club. sweet. i can work out now. lol. one of the managers are going to be calling me today. atleast that's what the lady that interviewed me said. my sister's friend works there..she talked to the manager and she said that she liked me..sweet. lol.
I don't know what me and Jim are doing today. maybe working on his car. I hope it gets done soon. he really wants to drive it to gainsville to show felipe. I kind of don't want him to go..only because..not that i don't like felipe..i freaking love him...but everytime he calls jim its about partying and being drunk and fucking girls. i don't need to be cheated on again..ya know? but it's not like there's anything I can do.
I'm trying to talk jim into going to halloween horror nights in october. I'll will pay for the tickets..and the gas n stuff..hm.
i FINALLY talked to rob today. lol. i was like holy shit you're alive. lol. I told him I would send him some wiccan stuff to check out. it's cute..that he wants to be wiccan. I wonder what his father, the preacher, would say if he knew. lol..it IS my fault thought. when we were in school..i de-christianized hima nd now he wants to be wiccan. lol. oopsy.
I miss my 10th grade english class. I miss tabby, and jeff, and boomer, and of course bobert. we used to have some much fun.
I've been feeling kind of depressed lately. I feel like I hate myself. and i'm just not very happy. i'm not happy about the way i look..and unfortunatly i'm not one of those people who starve themselves when they're depressed. i eat. so i make it worse. and I feel bad because I feel like me being unhappy is making jim unhappy but when i ask he says he's fine so maybe its all in my head. but i was up crying most of the night.
I guess i'm gonna go now.
lata.
I just started my second semester of college. all 4 of my classes. well actually..i didn't get to go to my psych class yet b/c it was cancled from the "tropical storm" also known as "the very little wind and rain." so..we'll find out today if that class sucks. yay.
I might be getting a job at the omni club. sweet. i can work out now. lol. one of the managers are going to be calling me today. atleast that's what the lady that interviewed me said. my sister's friend works there..she talked to the manager and she said that she liked me..sweet. lol.
I don't know what me and Jim are doing today. maybe working on his car. I hope it gets done soon. he really wants to drive it to gainsville to show felipe. I kind of don't want him to go..only because..not that i don't like felipe..i freaking love him...but everytime he calls jim its about partying and being drunk and fucking girls. i don't need to be cheated on again..ya know? but it's not like there's anything I can do.
I'm trying to talk jim into going to halloween horror nights in october. I'll will pay for the tickets..and the gas n stuff..hm.
i FINALLY talked to rob today. lol. i was like holy shit you're alive. lol. I told him I would send him some wiccan stuff to check out. it's cute..that he wants to be wiccan. I wonder what his father, the preacher, would say if he knew. lol..it IS my fault thought. when we were in school..i de-christianized hima nd now he wants to be wiccan. lol. oopsy.
I miss my 10th grade english class. I miss tabby, and jeff, and boomer, and of course bobert. we used to have some much fun.
I've been feeling kind of depressed lately. I feel like I hate myself. and i'm just not very happy. i'm not happy about the way i look..and unfortunatly i'm not one of those people who starve themselves when they're depressed. i eat. so i make it worse. and I feel bad because I feel like me being unhappy is making jim unhappy but when i ask he says he's fine so maybe its all in my head. but i was up crying most of the night.
I guess i'm gonna go now.
lata.