it hurts feeling the way i do.

[drainxnovember]

"there's just something about
us.. we have something special,
and..i love you, bobbi.."

i'm not sure whether or not i should go
to bed with a huge smile upon my face
because those words are something that
i think i've been wanting to hear for
ages, or if i should go cry like i've
never cried before because despite that
and the other things he said while we
were talking on the telephone...

we still are not together.

i guess one good thing is that i'll get to see him for nearly two minutes tomorrow evening. hug please.