Since April 05.....
I've lost:
- My Aunt Shirley
- My education...loans....money....
- Friends
- Family
- An apartment
- My hair
- Jasper
- My cell phone
- A good credit rating
- My job
- Belief in love
- The ability to trust
- Self respect
I've gained
- Kona
- A criminal record
- A night in jail
- Weight
- A few new friends
- A new job
- A new apartment
- A new car
- More distrust
If five out of five of your boyfriends cheat on you, what does that mean?
If you try to be a good caring person, and people continue to spit on you, what does that mean?
If your own family want nothing to do with you, what does that mean?
If you've lost everything that you've held dear, what does that mean?
If you can't ever seem to just get a FUCKING BREAK, what does that mean?
If you cry yourself to sleep every night, what does that mean?
If you have dreams about slitting your writs where you can smell the blood and feel it the cut, what does that mean?
I think it means its about time to give up.