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Crazyness I tell you! Okay, now that I've got your attention, I have things to say. I am going to be moving to Mo Valley if I don't find a roommate and move out before then. The problem being I don't trust many people, and on top of that I have a minimum wage job, and they still haven't given me full time hours. So I make next to nothing. IT SUCKS!!!! I am happy for my mom right now though, she is going to be buying her first house. So that's kewl for her. But as usual I am in the middle of all the drama. Her current boyfriend has no clue about her moving. The reason that causes a little tension is the house we're in now is in his name, but my mom pays the bills, except water, and garbage. I don't have a license so I can't drive into town on my own, my work hours are so messed up that I don't know how I will get to work, that only if I don't find a roommate though, but it is a reality. If I would have been hired last January like I was hoping for I would already have a roommate and more than likely my license and a car. Well that would have cleared up a lot of the shit I am going through right now. Like having a kid with a whore, and all the shit I put up with when I was with Alix. Probably would've been with a person I had a real connection with instead of just a fuck-buddy. There I go thinking about my past again. Nothing can change it. Man does that ever suck! Well I guess I am done complaining for now.

Oh, just a thought I wonder if anyone actually reads this, if you do, drop me a line. It would really help.