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so my younger brother has decided that he wants to join the special forces... no surprise there, we kinda saw i coming, but my mother is still hurting over my other brother going into the army, and shes not sure if she can handle my youngest doing the same thing... shes been crying on and off since he told her yesterday, she cried herself to sleep, and theres nothing i can do to make things better... i get upset cause shes upset and it turns into this whole upsetness circle... i love my brother, and i know this is what hes thought about for a long time, but i want to beat the crap out of him for hurting my mother... especially since it hasnt been that long since my other brother went in... ok, i feel a bit better... im gonna go finish pulling up the carpet from my room, i hope that will help with my frustration...