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nothing big to tell you. but its still been a while.
today i collapsed. i stood up.
walked to my bed just in time. and fell.
it was so weird not having any real
energy to stop myself. i rolled over
pulled up a blanket and just stayed there for 2 hours.
but it wasnt bad. but with the end of the year sneakin up on me, im pretty much gonna be wiped soon. term paper due friday, chem project rushing up, spanish project is finally done, gah... next year is going to be crazy. i'll have to do so much work, especially if i get the APs. the only ones that matter now are physics and english. unfortunately chem project could kill me. and so could my term paper. *sigh* the band im in is supposed to play the coffee house at oconnell on monday. butttttt i dont know if i can be there, so maybe they can do a musical set? or we could just do a cover song? bleh.... otherwise i have to fit this song together. hmmm. i wanted to see abby this weekend. dont know how thats gonna happen if they want to practice..... / carwash... but the amiss play friday and that will be sweet. how am i getting there? i have no idea.
i want to be in a car, going somewhere else, and not come back today... maybe friday.... i just want to be gone. this is such a useless entry, sometime when i get my license im gonna just disappear for a day, it'll be nice... drive out to the mountains or the beach, and just relax. nice.... hopefully my parents wont worry... speakign of teh beach. who wants to hit up that plan this summer? bryan and i are pumped for that. and speaking of pumped.... YOU KNOW WHAT I CAN GIVE YA!
DANCE WITH ME!
today i collapsed. i stood up.
walked to my bed just in time. and fell.
it was so weird not having any real
energy to stop myself. i rolled over
pulled up a blanket and just stayed there for 2 hours.
but it wasnt bad. but with the end of the year sneakin up on me, im pretty much gonna be wiped soon. term paper due friday, chem project rushing up, spanish project is finally done, gah... next year is going to be crazy. i'll have to do so much work, especially if i get the APs. the only ones that matter now are physics and english. unfortunately chem project could kill me. and so could my term paper. *sigh* the band im in is supposed to play the coffee house at oconnell on monday. butttttt i dont know if i can be there, so maybe they can do a musical set? or we could just do a cover song? bleh.... otherwise i have to fit this song together. hmmm. i wanted to see abby this weekend. dont know how thats gonna happen if they want to practice..... / carwash... but the amiss play friday and that will be sweet. how am i getting there? i have no idea.
i want to be in a car, going somewhere else, and not come back today... maybe friday.... i just want to be gone. this is such a useless entry, sometime when i get my license im gonna just disappear for a day, it'll be nice... drive out to the mountains or the beach, and just relax. nice.... hopefully my parents wont worry... speakign of teh beach. who wants to hit up that plan this summer? bryan and i are pumped for that. and speaking of pumped.... YOU KNOW WHAT I CAN GIVE YA!
DANCE WITH ME!