Hero
I love to sit around a campfire in silence. It's an eerie feeling, to be surrounded in darkness, save the fire in front of me and the dim light it casts on everything else. It makes the world around me so small, yet never claustrophobic. The flame dances about in a rave of flashing red, orange and yellow colors, and when a cold chill finally reaches your spine and you wonder if you could be somewhere else, all you have to do is look up. Every time I do I am surprised by the brilliance of the starry night. I may not be smart enough to locate constellations, but the simple glint of the stars is distracting enough to comfort me in where I am, who I am, what I'm doing. For a few seconds, everything feels right.
All my clothing smells like camp fire and I don't have quarters to fix that. FAIL!
I had an epiphany Thursday night / Friday morning about change. What it's done to me, and whether or not I like it. I don't like how I've changed actually. But I know I can fix that. Growing up, I didn't have any realistic goals except to make my Father proud. He's gone now, and I had subconsciously dropped that goal. I'm reinstating that goal now.
Listening to lyrics of music makes me enjoy a broader genre of music. Songs that I once found boring are pretty intriguing to me now. Thanks Jamie for showing me the way, and thanks Rockband for bringing me bucketloads of new songs to enjoy! Oh and thanks Patrick for having Rockband XD
I've decided Lust isn't for me. It doesn't have the same feeling that love gave me. Not even close actually. :( I've decided that I'm fine being single until Love comes after me again. I've decided that having that hole in my heart isn't as bad as I thought---
For awhile I've been letting emotion govern everything of me. Action, Thought, Words, Response...Everything! My emotions would even effect the proficiency of my parkour maneuvers @_@. Now I know that emotions aren't a necessity to living my life. Emotions happen, yes of course! But they don't control me. I have the control. I HAVE THE POWER! I'm going to use that power to make my Father proud.
I love my family. I love my friends. There's nothing wrong with having a heart that's 10 sizes too big.
I am who I choose to be! hooray for me! I choose to be free.
Dragoshi
All my clothing smells like camp fire and I don't have quarters to fix that. FAIL!
I had an epiphany Thursday night / Friday morning about change. What it's done to me, and whether or not I like it. I don't like how I've changed actually. But I know I can fix that. Growing up, I didn't have any realistic goals except to make my Father proud. He's gone now, and I had subconsciously dropped that goal. I'm reinstating that goal now.
Listening to lyrics of music makes me enjoy a broader genre of music. Songs that I once found boring are pretty intriguing to me now. Thanks Jamie for showing me the way, and thanks Rockband for bringing me bucketloads of new songs to enjoy! Oh and thanks Patrick for having Rockband XD
I've decided Lust isn't for me. It doesn't have the same feeling that love gave me. Not even close actually. :( I've decided that I'm fine being single until Love comes after me again. I've decided that having that hole in my heart isn't as bad as I thought---
For awhile I've been letting emotion govern everything of me. Action, Thought, Words, Response...Everything! My emotions would even effect the proficiency of my parkour maneuvers @_@. Now I know that emotions aren't a necessity to living my life. Emotions happen, yes of course! But they don't control me. I have the control. I HAVE THE POWER! I'm going to use that power to make my Father proud.
I love my family. I love my friends. There's nothing wrong with having a heart that's 10 sizes too big.
I am who I choose to be! hooray for me! I choose to be free.
Dragoshi