Faded Shadows?

[dragoshijournal]

I look down at the ground and I don't recognize the shadow I cast very well. My shadow of the past is faded, barely in existence, a thing of the past. But I wonder what I lost with it? I've changed a lot in the past year. Last year I was sitting in a room full of myriad of different people, and I could get along with every last one of them. We would laugh and share stories and discoveries with each other, and watch each other interact and grow. Now, the only ones who show up to hang out are Gerry and Kenny. Mostly because of Executors....What would my shadow reveal if I did not learn how to express my anger, how to release how I want to behave, without destroying the world I know and love...Or am I already on the fast track towards solitude?

I never want to be alone again.

Speaking of shadows of the past, my ex-girlfriend from high-school just added me on facebook. This'll be interesting...

Dragoshi