I have a Stone Heart.
It is still there, you may touch it, but it can not reciprocate the warmth you express to it, nor respond to your listening ears with a pulsating resonance of kindness and care like it used to. Nevertheless, it is thankful for the effort you put into contacting me, helping me, supporting me. One step closer to supporting myself. One step closer to believing in love again. I've got a little bit of faith left in me.
And if I'm a Yoshi, I've got two more hearts! I'm so homesick right now. I'm sitting here all alone in my apartment, when I could be with my Mom and my sister. I have to remind myself that I came here to get a job, not to get away.
I thought I had reached a point in independence. I don't feel so strong at the moment though. Perhaps I felt independent because I was distracted from my weaknesses while I was in Colorado. Perhaps I'm just homesick.
My To-Do list is growing uncontrollably, like it used to back in the day. Write a story about this, animate that, storyboard some of this fantastic idea, write down the blueprints for this possible invention. I came up with quite the idea on my way here, A business opportunity that could boom across the nation. I'm not going to post it here though. As the days go by, it's becoming easier to focus on my strengths, the ones I know I have, rather than the weaknesses, the ones that have been put on display for the past half a year. I have weaknesses, yes, but that is not all I have to give. In fact, I am much more than you know.
But one thing remains the same on my To-Do list, one goal that has yet to be accomplished.
Find a love that lasts forever. (other than my family, of course!)
mmmph. more To Do list stuff
Teach Parkour! Parkour! Parkour! lol.
Create a decent version of executors.
Create a presentable small video game for my portfolio.
Go on a wonderful road trip with a beautiful girl!
Various other things. I'm determined to make my dreams come true. I know it can be done, Physics tell me so :)
Each day the stone decays, my heart becomes lighter and shows me the way.
"In the end it all goes away."
Dragoshi
P.S. I wish my emotions would travel in a straight line for once. some consistency, please! yeesh.
And if I'm a Yoshi, I've got two more hearts! I'm so homesick right now. I'm sitting here all alone in my apartment, when I could be with my Mom and my sister. I have to remind myself that I came here to get a job, not to get away.
I thought I had reached a point in independence. I don't feel so strong at the moment though. Perhaps I felt independent because I was distracted from my weaknesses while I was in Colorado. Perhaps I'm just homesick.
My To-Do list is growing uncontrollably, like it used to back in the day. Write a story about this, animate that, storyboard some of this fantastic idea, write down the blueprints for this possible invention. I came up with quite the idea on my way here, A business opportunity that could boom across the nation. I'm not going to post it here though. As the days go by, it's becoming easier to focus on my strengths, the ones I know I have, rather than the weaknesses, the ones that have been put on display for the past half a year. I have weaknesses, yes, but that is not all I have to give. In fact, I am much more than you know.
But one thing remains the same on my To-Do list, one goal that has yet to be accomplished.
Find a love that lasts forever. (other than my family, of course!)
mmmph. more To Do list stuff
Teach Parkour! Parkour! Parkour! lol.
Create a decent version of executors.
Create a presentable small video game for my portfolio.
Go on a wonderful road trip with a beautiful girl!
Various other things. I'm determined to make my dreams come true. I know it can be done, Physics tell me so :)
Each day the stone decays, my heart becomes lighter and shows me the way.
"In the end it all goes away."
Dragoshi
P.S. I wish my emotions would travel in a straight line for once. some consistency, please! yeesh.