Aug 04, 2005 18:49
It has taken me some time to calm Goteth down. Just about anything can throw him off. He allowed me to read comments from an anonymous poster, and he is angered by the whole situation. I've come to the conclusion either he needs to take a break from people in general, or he needs to talk with someone he can stay calm with. I know only one who can do just that, but I won't name the person. People need to learn that when someone is angered, you can't expect them to just be all up and forward about it. They stay away for a reason, to calm down before they say something they regret. He is losing it and I can see it in him. I can feel that suicidal side of him coming out. I understand he is at danger of doing something dreadfully wrong, and am trying to keep him from doing such a thing. He realizes this too, and is trying his best to recover and calm down, but just about everything is angering him. All I can do now is give him words of comfort, and hope for the best.
Judging from all that is happening...I fear the day is drawing near...he is going to lose control completely...His father is not helping it either. I will do what it takes to pull him through...He has done so much for me and others. It's about time one of us steps up and helps him. I can tell he has so few friends left...there is little time, and I don't want him to end up this way...I feel as if something terrible will happen to him soon...