Apr 07, 2002 03:16
I post in my journal, what I feel at any given point in time. I had been going over my life the past week or so, going through my list of past and current friends a like. I came up with a list of what I thought was wrong and needed to be fixed. If i didn't give a shit about about the people I mentioned in the list who I don't hang out with anymore, then I wouldn't of posted them in the list. The reason why the list is there is so that everyone can know that I am still very interested in being their friends. HENCE the reason why I took my comment about Joe Andrews giving my cell phone number out to Lauren Shea(for which I can only assume he got from Schiff or Carl) off. I have no interest in becoming friends with him again. So me bitching about him giving out my number was pointless,
As for Schiff. I write that I don't loose sleep over not being your friend anymore. You know what, it's fucking true. out of all the people that I'm not really friends with anymore, you are the one I tried to hang out the most, either you or marni. I've called you many times to get either an answering machine or to leave a message with your mom. I've talked to you online about hanging out, which you always respond with "can't I'm busy" or don't even respond back. I take this as you don't want my friendship, since this is the case why the fuck should I want to be your friend. As far as I know, you are the only one who took major offense to this. Lou took offence, but the way he took it, I didn't mean it at all. He misunderstood me, and I talked to Lou and worked it out and hung out with him that very night w/ bob-o. Lou took offense and we worked it out, then hung out. I'M PRETTY FUCKING SURE THAT WAS THE POINT OF MY WHOLE BITCH RANT POST. And as for this:
"The only post I would have to write is...
Me: I hang out with my girlfriend too much to hang out with any other people, and then I get insulted and mad at other people because of my own actions and then refuse to call them 'friends.'"
isn't this the pot calling the kettle black?