well feeling a bit better
popped to the doctors who said best thing to do is go on a short course of veneloflaxin again as it helped last time. so did and i am feeling back to chirpy self mostly.
phoned sam and thank'd her and pits for friday.
and sam confirmed that the usual bitching that should of happened about the whole situation that wasnt to do with me but other people didnt happen. as expected most parties kept it quiet and seems the only people who said anything was on her that i know of. which yes im guilty of.
in a way i wish i would have known what was going on as then it may have snapped me out of my bad mood as i would be caring about someone else but then that sort of thing that really should be kept quiet and i admit i had no right posted what i did on another persons lj and yes i acted out of anger but lets face it thats no excuse. so i deleted that post to make sure it caused no more damage the massive damge it caused already. and really i wish i had never known about that situation from an angry post from someone else i would rather not have known or known because the person in question told me.
whats done is done and ill make my apologies, i still stand by the we both had bad nights on friday and both were not THINKING STRAIGHT. i had no clue of your problems and you didnt know mine and if you were angry cause you thought i knew i didnt i had no idea cause people had kept it quiet which is good all things considered.
now lets say i was wrong and i will admit when im wrong as im human after all and can make mistakes. and it is uncharacteristic for me to be this uncarring normally im the first person to try and help.
but will see what happens friday.
on other news sorting out the house slowly finally cleared out the bottom of my friggin stairs and found the other half of my large roleplay collection.
mum isnt well again and im worried as she is loosing weight somewhat fast. and is looking pale and withdrawn.
and still hoping zonra comes to visit in july will be a welcome break from the norm.
phoned sam and thank'd her and pits for friday.
and sam confirmed that the usual bitching that should of happened about the whole situation that wasnt to do with me but other people didnt happen. as expected most parties kept it quiet and seems the only people who said anything was on her that i know of. which yes im guilty of.
in a way i wish i would have known what was going on as then it may have snapped me out of my bad mood as i would be caring about someone else but then that sort of thing that really should be kept quiet and i admit i had no right posted what i did on another persons lj and yes i acted out of anger but lets face it thats no excuse. so i deleted that post to make sure it caused no more damage the massive damge it caused already. and really i wish i had never known about that situation from an angry post from someone else i would rather not have known or known because the person in question told me.
whats done is done and ill make my apologies, i still stand by the we both had bad nights on friday and both were not THINKING STRAIGHT. i had no clue of your problems and you didnt know mine and if you were angry cause you thought i knew i didnt i had no idea cause people had kept it quiet which is good all things considered.
now lets say i was wrong and i will admit when im wrong as im human after all and can make mistakes. and it is uncharacteristic for me to be this uncarring normally im the first person to try and help.
but will see what happens friday.
on other news sorting out the house slowly finally cleared out the bottom of my friggin stairs and found the other half of my large roleplay collection.
mum isnt well again and im worried as she is loosing weight somewhat fast. and is looking pale and withdrawn.
and still hoping zonra comes to visit in july will be a welcome break from the norm.