Yesterday and Today
I’m going to try to practice writing in here again. And do it as much as possible every day. I know I always say that I am going to do that and never do but really gonna try this time.
Yesterday Nadia was sick so we stayed home from school. I worked, and we went out later in the afternoon and took a drive by the beach and went to the lookout at the top. My kids were being extra goofy and crazy and hyper. I tried to stay sane. I think I did okay at it.
I’ve been feeling pretty apathetic quite honestly. For a couple reasons which I won’t go into right now, too much to explain.
Oh. I spoke with Kelly in QLD for about 2 hours night before last. That was nice. We’ve been friends since we were both about 15 in High School. She was my best friend. Still is. Some friendships never die. Even though I’ve often judged her for not really having a career or purpose in life I think that really isn’t true and I actually see that there is so much about ourselves that is similar or the same. And I think we are both going through similar phases in life.
I am hoping to see her again next year for the first time in about 28 years… gah. So I really have to get things in shape and really get some order into finances, business, etc. before then.
This is actually helpful for me to journal in here so I think I’ll keep it up. It reminds me of my goals and purposes.
Also yesterday Nadia got busted having a tik tok account. That was an uncomfortable conversation. I deleted it and had a stern talk with her about it as she was doing it behind my back knowing it’s not okay.
Anyway… but otherwise both kids have been amazing lately. Growing up so fast.
I went shopping at Walmart for a couple of new shirts and a little bit of make up this morning.
I bought myself a pretend ring and am wearing it because I like to wear rings and it reminds me that it can still happen again one day, I still have a lot of life left in me.
Til next time.