I'll be Waiting with a Gun and a Pack of Sandwiches, and Nothing

[dragonzkiss]

i'm in love with this song. so much so that i can't fall asleep without listening to it. really.

i'm so emo it's disgusting.

i wish i could be worth something to someone. someone other than my parents. i want to grow up, i really do. but i don't know how to let go of my parents. and i don't want to hurt them. i want to be me, but i want my parents to be proud of me. i'm so confused.

i fail at life.