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Life can be so sick and wrong hard and dumb and everything in b/w. Sometimes I wish I knew wat life wanted from me. God helps me to see the wrongs in life the stuff that goes wrong the sickness in the world and in myself sometimes. But he also shows me ways I can help by telling others about him and what I have been through sometimes it helps sometimes it dosen't. Sometimes it makes it worst sometimes better. Only God can tell what will happen and what will not. I try not to lose faith in him. Sometimes its hard. But I will prevail. God knows I struggle. Thats why I overcome it so easily. But for some people it is not that easy. So I must help when needed. I just hope I am some help to some people. Thats why I am here, thats why I want to be here to help someone in need. In need of love, care, a sister, a mother figure or just as a friend. I just hope I have made myself useful by helping someone. I love to help people. I love.... to help....