Mar 16, 2006 11:27
I can't believe this, I actually forgot what I was going to write about *l* I guess that's what happens when you're doing several things at the same time...una de esas cosas se queda guindando.
Anyway,I'm almost done with Wit'ch Gate but I'm kinda stuck...I want to finish reading it and at the same time, I don't. I did something that drives Sara nuts....and I know it's a really bad habit of mine. I had actually stopped doing it for a couple of years but started doing it again recently.....I kinda read the end beforehand. I know, it makes me mad too because it takes all the fun out of it, not to mention the fact that I read about a certain character's horrible death and it killed me. I cried more than when Nee'lahn died...and now I kinda don't want to get to that part of the book. I hate it when authors have to go and kill one of your fav. characters, and unfortunately for me it happens in almost every book I read. Actually, Mr. Clemens kills off several characters in this fourth book, it was a very frustrating book...and that's all I can say since Sara has only read the first two books and it would spoil it for her. All I can say is that if he kills Fardale or Meric in the last book I'll never, ever buy another James Clemens book...ok so I guess that was kinduva spoiler right there. OK, ok, no more or she'll get mad at me.
Today's Thursday and that means practice tonight....and even tho I should go, I don't feel like going. SE que en algun momento tendre que ir...pero no me da la gana de ir todavia. Total, no hago falta ya que me imagino que esten practicando para la gira de este año....y como yo no voy, *shrugs* puedo ir cuando y SI ME DA LA GANA de ir. Aunque en parte me alegro de no ir. Eso quiere decir que me puedo ir con Yanira y Aurie para Disney y no tendria a alguien obligandome a acostarme temprano y no dejandome salir ni regañandome pq no quise entrar a un museo o algo por el estilo....puedo hacer lo que me de la gana...and that's a plus. Tambien le podria decir a Joey que voy a estar en Orlando para que suba a verme.
Maybe I should't be so upset about it, I mean, according to Sara it's MY fault I'm not going... *shrugs* maybe she's right, maybe not. What really bothers me about it is that I spent a friggin month in the hospital because I kept leaving my docs appointment for later. Why? For several reasons....but one of them was that I had promised my director I would go to as many concerts as I could, and I wanted to keep my promise. I even went to that stupid concert in Bellas Artes which was a disaster. And now I find out that they're taking the new ppl who started less than two months ago...the trip is in June....yeah, they're gonna do great! Last trip she took ppl who had been with us for a year and THEY didn't know most of the lyrics. But hey, I'm sure they'll be able to learn all the new lyrics plus the old ones for when they have to improvise...all in less than 4 months. Sure! Good luck to them. I just hope my director doesn't get on my case for not going to any of the future concerts. I mean, I will go to some of the concerts, yes, but, in the event that I can't go to one...or two...or three, I won't get all frustrated or bent out of shape about it. If I can't go, I can't go. If I'm sick, then I'm sick. I won't risk my health for anything or anyone anymore. If it's raining, I don't have to go either. And she can't tell me what she did last time 'cause this time it's not gonna work...because if she doesn't need me for the concerts oustide of PR then she doesn't need me for the concerts here either *shrugs*. And if I where Yanira and Aurie, I'd think the same.
Am I being a bitch? *shrug* Maybe.....but that's just how I feel right now.