G O O D B Y E
I dont even know what to say....I knew it was going to happen, but I wasn't prepared for it to be so soon....I had been told it would be at least 4 months...at least. If we had known it was going to happen so soon we wouldn't have put you through all that.
I can't find the words to describe what you meant to us or how loved you were, or how painful it is to know I'll never see you again....all I can say is that, we made the desition to let you go and while it was the right thing to do, it was also the most fucking painful experience of my life. Mom didn't want to do it, but I convinced her because I couldn't just sit there and watch you suffer, and while I know you couldn't talk and tell me you were in pain, I knew that's exactly what you were going through....and once the doctor told us what was wrong, we knew it was the only option. I can't stop crying and something tells me I won't be able to anytime soon. The only comfort I have is knowing you're not in pain anymore and that you wont have to die the horrible death that awaited you. Of all the pets I've had throught my life, you were my favorite one.....and I will never, ever forget you. Good night my darling Nena. You don't have to be afraid of thunder anymore.
I loved you...and I always will.
Descanza en paz Nenita querida de mama.
I can't find the words to describe what you meant to us or how loved you were, or how painful it is to know I'll never see you again....all I can say is that, we made the desition to let you go and while it was the right thing to do, it was also the most fucking painful experience of my life. Mom didn't want to do it, but I convinced her because I couldn't just sit there and watch you suffer, and while I know you couldn't talk and tell me you were in pain, I knew that's exactly what you were going through....and once the doctor told us what was wrong, we knew it was the only option. I can't stop crying and something tells me I won't be able to anytime soon. The only comfort I have is knowing you're not in pain anymore and that you wont have to die the horrible death that awaited you. Of all the pets I've had throught my life, you were my favorite one.....and I will never, ever forget you. Good night my darling Nena. You don't have to be afraid of thunder anymore.
I loved you...and I always will.
Descanza en paz Nenita querida de mama.