Life isn't all it is made up to be....
Well so far my week has just plain fucking sucked. I bought a DVD/CD player at the PX for a little over 500$. I had it for 2 days, and then it gets stolen along with my CD's. I just moved hella shit from one locker to the next, for no apparent reason, and I haven't seen or kissed Becca in 2 weeks, 6 days, and a few hours. Kinda wierd I can remember the list time I kissed her. I want to see her so bad. The things I would do to go to the US again. Her brother-in-law, is going back to the US Saturday after being over here for a year. Lucky bastard. I asked him to tell Becca I love her and miss her alot. I dunno what it is, if it's just me or what, but everytime I talk to her or E-mail her she doesn't seem that happy to talk to me. I dunno if that is just her or what. Kinda depresses me, but I love her, so as long as she still loves me I am happy.
I was talking to her a few days ago, and I told her something, and she told me to find a happy place, like on Happy Gilmore. I haven't been thinking to hard about it, but I have been giving it some thought, and I think I found my happy place. It was the first day I seen her in Jenn's store. She had this little white shirt on, some sandles, and a black skirt I believe, that's how I see her when I think about it anyways. She walked in the store with her sister, and I had to do the check all guys do on a woman. Right then when I first saw her is my happy place. I knew nothing about her, and she knew nothing about me, but I still wanted to be with her. I told Ryan, but not Jenn, she wanted her to be with another guy that I won't mention. So I let it ride out, and the other guy broke her heart. Had I known about it I would have said something to her, but I wasn't told what happened untill she had left NC and went back to TN. Then I told Jenn how I felt about her sister, and she told me to go after her, so I did. We talked on ICQ for a couple of nights then she told me, I remeber it good, she said, " I really think you should come to Memphis". We talked about it for a day, and then I sold off my stuff I had no use for, and took a bus to Memphis. Took a day and a half to get there. Then when I got off the bus she was there in these red pants that where so sexy on her. They are tight, but to tight. We spent all day together. She took me to the library to see these pillars that have all kinds of neat stuff on them. Then we went and got " an orgasm in a cup" (She will know what that is). Then we kinda just chilled for the day. It was so good to be able to see her again. If she only knew what I had to do to get to TN. I will never tell her though, it will just make her feel bad.
I remeber when we went in her house. Her mom gave her the 20 questions about where she ahd been. My bus got thee at like 2pm, and she told her mom that it didn't get there till like 10pm. So she took the day off to come get me, and when her mom starting asking all these questions, I had to get up and go to the bathroom, because I was about to bust out laughing. Don't know why, but for some reason I coulnd't keep a straight face when her mom starting asking me questions about when I get there and stuff.
I would give my life to be able to go back to that month, and live it all over again. That was one of the best times I have ever had. I really do want to be with this girl to see how it works out, but I don't know. It seems like it's almost to good to be true, and you know the saying, If it seems to be good to be true than it probably is. Well not much else to talk about. Gotta finish moving the shit outa the typhoon locker.
I was talking to her a few days ago, and I told her something, and she told me to find a happy place, like on Happy Gilmore. I haven't been thinking to hard about it, but I have been giving it some thought, and I think I found my happy place. It was the first day I seen her in Jenn's store. She had this little white shirt on, some sandles, and a black skirt I believe, that's how I see her when I think about it anyways. She walked in the store with her sister, and I had to do the check all guys do on a woman. Right then when I first saw her is my happy place. I knew nothing about her, and she knew nothing about me, but I still wanted to be with her. I told Ryan, but not Jenn, she wanted her to be with another guy that I won't mention. So I let it ride out, and the other guy broke her heart. Had I known about it I would have said something to her, but I wasn't told what happened untill she had left NC and went back to TN. Then I told Jenn how I felt about her sister, and she told me to go after her, so I did. We talked on ICQ for a couple of nights then she told me, I remeber it good, she said, " I really think you should come to Memphis". We talked about it for a day, and then I sold off my stuff I had no use for, and took a bus to Memphis. Took a day and a half to get there. Then when I got off the bus she was there in these red pants that where so sexy on her. They are tight, but to tight. We spent all day together. She took me to the library to see these pillars that have all kinds of neat stuff on them. Then we went and got " an orgasm in a cup" (She will know what that is). Then we kinda just chilled for the day. It was so good to be able to see her again. If she only knew what I had to do to get to TN. I will never tell her though, it will just make her feel bad.
I remeber when we went in her house. Her mom gave her the 20 questions about where she ahd been. My bus got thee at like 2pm, and she told her mom that it didn't get there till like 10pm. So she took the day off to come get me, and when her mom starting asking all these questions, I had to get up and go to the bathroom, because I was about to bust out laughing. Don't know why, but for some reason I coulnd't keep a straight face when her mom starting asking me questions about when I get there and stuff.
I would give my life to be able to go back to that month, and live it all over again. That was one of the best times I have ever had. I really do want to be with this girl to see how it works out, but I don't know. It seems like it's almost to good to be true, and you know the saying, If it seems to be good to be true than it probably is. Well not much else to talk about. Gotta finish moving the shit outa the typhoon locker.