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[dragonsmoon]

fear of not knowing
Fear of not being able to know until that moment.
FEar of feelings. fear of losing hope as it grows dimmer and dimmer in the shadow of fear.
Fear of losing everything that I have worked for because of unleashed anger
Fear that my life will be in vain
Fear that I will never be loved.
Fear of darkness
Fear of unhappiness for eternity
Fear of absolute failure.
Fear of dead ends
all these feelings are so gray and drab that they overwhelm my head at times.