All Dressed UP, With Nowhere to Go...

[dragonsinferno]

Well, it is that time of year when all juniors and seniors in high school search frantically for a last minute date to prom (at least those who are like me). Of course, i have yet to ask anyone to go with me. All the girls i would like to go with would never go with me, and all the girls who would like to go with me, i would never go with (at least of the ones i know of, maybe there are a few who would that i would take, but i would never find out.) So here i sit at my computer, thinking to myself about how once again it seems like my life is passing by me and i am just an observer. It is kind of funny, It seems like every time i want to do something, something gets in my way. And, of course, every time i don't want to do something, i end up having to do it. Wow, life is all turned around for me. Maybe i should just give up on what i want and let life take it's own course. Hell, maybe one day i will look back at these days and think how if i had been able to do all of these things my life would have been worsened somehow, but at the present, it seems to me like i miss the point of life. Well, one good thing has happened to me recently, i have made a few new friends that i can talk to, and one really special friend who i wont leave alone. Maybe that is the point of life. Maybe all we can do is make friends and show love, i dunno, sounds like a great time. Oh well, i'm done boring the hell out of anyone patient enough to read my incoherent rambling. If u are still reading all of this, you are awesome. I'll update again soon (I Hope), if don't become extremely busy again.

To anyone without a date to their prom: At least now u know u aren't the only one without a date.

To Jess: Thanks alot for all that u do for me. Without you my self-esteem would be nonexistent. Je t'aime ma cherie.