Demo Overall Succsess
Ok so I’m trying to keep control over my mind and emotions right now… so in an effort to hide it a little longer I will talk about the Con/Demo and my current friendship… *clears throat and wipes eyes*
The Con was really cool… I have never seen so many cosplayers in my life, but then again I have never been to a con before so *shrug* I just wish I would have brought a costume or at least my cat ears :P I have discovered that the #1 rule for going to a con is to bring plenty of money and don’t bring any plastic… you will spend more then you want to… or you won’t buy everything you could and want to for fear of spending to much… that is not to say that I didn’t get anything, I got myself two plushys a T-shirt and two wall scrolls. I got Tailor a DVD and E two more plushys. Though I couldn’t find a cat girl figuring that wasn’t $50 for myself, or a key chain that I wanted… well there where lots I wanted but I was looking specifically for Ed from Full Metal Alcamist and I didn’t see any.
The Demo side went well too, though I spent almost all of the first day in the ER… don’t worry though it wasn’t me, one of the other girls almost cut the tip of her finger off and needed to get stitches so me being the Coasty and another guy having a truck where charged with taking care of her until Sensei could get there, and he got there just before she was released since she got in really fast by hospital standards.
The second day was much more of a success with no injuries and a successful cut from me *puffs out chest* actually everyone was successful I’m just proud of myself.
I stayed the nights will Don from the school and he passed one test and failed the other in my own book… he is perfectly happy having a completely meaningless relationship but he is also much more needy and demanding then I thought and not the person I would go to with any kind of emotional trauma… so X on Don for a close dependable friend…
But that is not to say I don’t have a good friend here anymore! I have started hanging out with Tailor one of the IT’s from work A LOT. We watch anime and play games and talk until I can’t stay up anymore, and we talk about everything… even shared porn, and he doesn’t seem to be wanting anything more then that… just a friend… and that feels nice, I can only hope that it stays that way and I’m still afraid that it won’t… but I’m trying to take things one day and situation at a time and enjoy it wile I still can. Still not sure if I would feel comfortable crying on his shoulder… he doesn’t want any drama but I don’t get the impression that he would mind if I let out a bit of my emotions on his shoulder if it was what I needed, after all its not like I would be dragging him into the drama. Either way I have noticed that it is easier to relax around him and that takes a great load off of my mind. Though I have to admit… after a day of fun happy anime game firendness, when I go home alone… it hurts all the more… *sigh* but that is for the next entry.
In work news I finally finished qualifying as a watch stander so I can now sit behind a desk by myself and be of use, and also use that time to study boat crew stuff so I can actively work on that qualification as well. And the 47 is in the water so I might get the hands on stuff done soon as well. *shrug* we can only hope...
The Con was really cool… I have never seen so many cosplayers in my life, but then again I have never been to a con before so *shrug* I just wish I would have brought a costume or at least my cat ears :P I have discovered that the #1 rule for going to a con is to bring plenty of money and don’t bring any plastic… you will spend more then you want to… or you won’t buy everything you could and want to for fear of spending to much… that is not to say that I didn’t get anything, I got myself two plushys a T-shirt and two wall scrolls. I got Tailor a DVD and E two more plushys. Though I couldn’t find a cat girl figuring that wasn’t $50 for myself, or a key chain that I wanted… well there where lots I wanted but I was looking specifically for Ed from Full Metal Alcamist and I didn’t see any.
The Demo side went well too, though I spent almost all of the first day in the ER… don’t worry though it wasn’t me, one of the other girls almost cut the tip of her finger off and needed to get stitches so me being the Coasty and another guy having a truck where charged with taking care of her until Sensei could get there, and he got there just before she was released since she got in really fast by hospital standards.
The second day was much more of a success with no injuries and a successful cut from me *puffs out chest* actually everyone was successful I’m just proud of myself.
I stayed the nights will Don from the school and he passed one test and failed the other in my own book… he is perfectly happy having a completely meaningless relationship but he is also much more needy and demanding then I thought and not the person I would go to with any kind of emotional trauma… so X on Don for a close dependable friend…
But that is not to say I don’t have a good friend here anymore! I have started hanging out with Tailor one of the IT’s from work A LOT. We watch anime and play games and talk until I can’t stay up anymore, and we talk about everything… even shared porn, and he doesn’t seem to be wanting anything more then that… just a friend… and that feels nice, I can only hope that it stays that way and I’m still afraid that it won’t… but I’m trying to take things one day and situation at a time and enjoy it wile I still can. Still not sure if I would feel comfortable crying on his shoulder… he doesn’t want any drama but I don’t get the impression that he would mind if I let out a bit of my emotions on his shoulder if it was what I needed, after all its not like I would be dragging him into the drama. Either way I have noticed that it is easier to relax around him and that takes a great load off of my mind. Though I have to admit… after a day of fun happy anime game firendness, when I go home alone… it hurts all the more… *sigh* but that is for the next entry.
In work news I finally finished qualifying as a watch stander so I can now sit behind a desk by myself and be of use, and also use that time to study boat crew stuff so I can actively work on that qualification as well. And the 47 is in the water so I might get the hands on stuff done soon as well. *shrug* we can only hope...