Aug 09, 2007 17:08
Well I'll start with the good stuff. the trip up here was GREAT! I loved the drive, I loved the solitude and though it didn't rain it was still lovely. I went to the Japanese Garden and to the Rose Garden and I'm planing on going back to the waterfall and to the Chines Garden on my way back... which can't come fast enough.
being alone with my family is the same every single time, I don't know why I ever expect it to be different, it never is. we are currently staying in a hotel in Vancouver wile Mom and Dad go to the NickleBack concert leaving me with my sisters and one of there friends, the only thing new this time is that we are aloud to go to get our nails done (gag me... it wouldn't be so bad if I wasn't going with superficial beauty freaks)and to the movies, which is a nice break from "stay in the room and don't go anywhere or do anything while we are gone." which is how things usually are. but still... eh...
I have folded back into my usually highly Introverted self, my arms crossed, my eyes distant and my ears plunged with my CD player head phones. almost everything they say makes me want to either shoot them or myself, I'm not sure which. its all about money and looking purity and their idea of purity is sorely lacking. I'm lonely I'm tired and I can't wait to head back home and see my John and my Mom, until then I get to shut myself off and sneak away when ever i can to spend some time on my own, hoping that someone gets on line so i can talk to them even though I'm here.
and here would be so beautiful and so much fun if it wasn't for the company... so other then the company things are really good and I hope I will get to talk to someone anyone that i actually connect with soon.