My last journal entry
Dear Dairy, Hmmm... That sounds a bit to cliché not to mention a bit gay. Okay not very gay ::starts to think::
Ah got it...
Dear readers and most importantly my self,
This blog, this journal has served as a long time mirror of whom and what I am. It has become a window to purge all my hatred, my anger, my happiness and my love. Yet it is this window that I close now as I have no need for it. "I once was a child, and I did childish things. I am a man now and thus I must put the child away."
Funny that I say that considering my last outing but still I have matured to the point that my thoughts do not need an outlet, I have become my own outlet. I no longer feel a sense of anger and fury, I no longer feel a need to preach to the world what occurs in my life.
Still as a last good bye I do believe that it deserves a last true update. A lot has happened since March if I am to believe that was my last update not sure and to lazy to check. Physical I have remained the same except for maybe 10-15 pounds of muscle that I grew and plan to grow more. Emotionally I have gotten over my ex, sad thing is this occurred only so recently. For the record we still talk, she apparently lied about cheating on me due to commitment issues. Heh on the plus side there was no Bob. AP tests came I got my scores recently too I surpassed my most wild expectations. I got two fives, one in psychology and another in Physics C: EnM. The rest or rather Gov, Econ, Lit and Physics C: Mechanics I got a 4 in. Yes I am quite happy about that to the point I did a little dance, okay no not really. Anyways I graduated not much of a surprise. Part of me still misses the glory day of Coral Park or Senior Year, walking through the hallways shouting Bohemian Rhapsody to the top of our lungs, or evading Ms. Hall as we got to class tardy.
Heh grad night was the best night of the year. Our bus got so early we started dancing on the actual bus with all the refs (no offense but when I say refs I mean stupid people who are Hispanic and don't try to do any work in school because they think being a rapper or ghetto is the way life should be and hence they become posers into a culture that is not really their own. I have np with normal Hispanic people like my dad only those idiots). I spent the day with the gang, we acted like such idiots, screaming 06 at random rides to the point I almost lost my voice for the first time. Way back was crappy cuz of the stupid refs who wanted to party :(. They kept dancing and talking, one of them wanted to get off and do jumping jacks, I wanted to hurt him. Funniest moment? Well one chick goes " wee have thee right.... thee right to the bus"; Juan gets up "shut up bitch your illegal u ain't got no rights." Yeah they shut up and lot us sleep after that, not that I got any considering I can never fall asleep while sitting down.
Prom night was cool too, I got to wear an Asian type tux which is on my my space if any of you want to see it. I looked hawt! ^^ Yeah a first for everything, I went alone thou but I had my fill of dancing. Granted there were moments where I felt like I was not even their and all that I felt was a dark loneliness. Bad thing about events like that when u doesn’t even have a date for it. Still it was fun, afterwards we went to a room Helmuth had rented. We drank a bit, ate some chips and Mike drove us home. I did not get wasted thou only buzzed.
Graduation was pretty good, MY DAD GOT TO GO!!!!! Yes for the first time I had family actually go to it, heh they were all their cheering me on. Made me so happy. It was at that moment in time and space that you come to grips with the future and know that it is ur time to take hold of it. No more slacking... well less slacking, point is this is my life and I am going to get to the top this time. High school I finished with ranking 68, which will not do for me anymore. Anyway last day we got our diploma and became official trespassers! YAY! Not really they kicked us out but we went to the mall. I stayed till 5 with Raul walking about getting free samples, we saw a movie which I forget which one but it was coolz. A lot of DnD covered, the next day we went to school said our good byes to our teachers and left for home.
SO yeah high school over, college starting. Did orientation and all too many perky people that is all I have to say. Class selection left me with "Lit 1102", "Myth, ritual and mystism", "Understand Physical world" + lab, "General chem" + lab, and "First year experience. Did I mention I will get roughly 3.5k per semester? Yeah going to get my new comp, a dell. My bro moved out, my room shall be officially mine this Saturday when some furniture is given away. His blue car is mine but not in best conditions still I should be starting driving school next week, the goal is to get my license before school starts.
In regards to my book I have about 160 pages typed on my computer and I have started in a new comp book with almost 50 pages written down already. So I am making a lot of progress ^^. Character list has been made I am going to redo the "Black Book of Fengiea's History" again.
Life in all its anguish and horror that it comes is in the end a beautiful thing. Yes we have the dark times that cloud over our heads, yes we at time hate and may even curse our existence but in the end, when we examine the grand scope of life we find a thing of beauty. A series of cause and effects that has led us on an unbelievable rollercoaster. The greatest journey ever to be recorded in this universe shall never match that of one's own life. Yet this is an experience so personal to ones own that only he or she should get to know about it. It is for that true reason that this is my last and final entry. To all who have ever cared enough to read my essays as Dante would say thank you, but with this I give my farewell. May the spirit of the Dragon guide my self and all of you. Till then good bye and I shall see you in real life.
Ah got it...
Dear readers and most importantly my self,
This blog, this journal has served as a long time mirror of whom and what I am. It has become a window to purge all my hatred, my anger, my happiness and my love. Yet it is this window that I close now as I have no need for it. "I once was a child, and I did childish things. I am a man now and thus I must put the child away."
Funny that I say that considering my last outing but still I have matured to the point that my thoughts do not need an outlet, I have become my own outlet. I no longer feel a sense of anger and fury, I no longer feel a need to preach to the world what occurs in my life.
Still as a last good bye I do believe that it deserves a last true update. A lot has happened since March if I am to believe that was my last update not sure and to lazy to check. Physical I have remained the same except for maybe 10-15 pounds of muscle that I grew and plan to grow more. Emotionally I have gotten over my ex, sad thing is this occurred only so recently. For the record we still talk, she apparently lied about cheating on me due to commitment issues. Heh on the plus side there was no Bob. AP tests came I got my scores recently too I surpassed my most wild expectations. I got two fives, one in psychology and another in Physics C: EnM. The rest or rather Gov, Econ, Lit and Physics C: Mechanics I got a 4 in. Yes I am quite happy about that to the point I did a little dance, okay no not really. Anyways I graduated not much of a surprise. Part of me still misses the glory day of Coral Park or Senior Year, walking through the hallways shouting Bohemian Rhapsody to the top of our lungs, or evading Ms. Hall as we got to class tardy.
Heh grad night was the best night of the year. Our bus got so early we started dancing on the actual bus with all the refs (no offense but when I say refs I mean stupid people who are Hispanic and don't try to do any work in school because they think being a rapper or ghetto is the way life should be and hence they become posers into a culture that is not really their own. I have np with normal Hispanic people like my dad only those idiots). I spent the day with the gang, we acted like such idiots, screaming 06 at random rides to the point I almost lost my voice for the first time. Way back was crappy cuz of the stupid refs who wanted to party :(. They kept dancing and talking, one of them wanted to get off and do jumping jacks, I wanted to hurt him. Funniest moment? Well one chick goes " wee have thee right.... thee right to the bus"; Juan gets up "shut up bitch your illegal u ain't got no rights." Yeah they shut up and lot us sleep after that, not that I got any considering I can never fall asleep while sitting down.
Prom night was cool too, I got to wear an Asian type tux which is on my my space if any of you want to see it. I looked hawt! ^^ Yeah a first for everything, I went alone thou but I had my fill of dancing. Granted there were moments where I felt like I was not even their and all that I felt was a dark loneliness. Bad thing about events like that when u doesn’t even have a date for it. Still it was fun, afterwards we went to a room Helmuth had rented. We drank a bit, ate some chips and Mike drove us home. I did not get wasted thou only buzzed.
Graduation was pretty good, MY DAD GOT TO GO!!!!! Yes for the first time I had family actually go to it, heh they were all their cheering me on. Made me so happy. It was at that moment in time and space that you come to grips with the future and know that it is ur time to take hold of it. No more slacking... well less slacking, point is this is my life and I am going to get to the top this time. High school I finished with ranking 68, which will not do for me anymore. Anyway last day we got our diploma and became official trespassers! YAY! Not really they kicked us out but we went to the mall. I stayed till 5 with Raul walking about getting free samples, we saw a movie which I forget which one but it was coolz. A lot of DnD covered, the next day we went to school said our good byes to our teachers and left for home.
SO yeah high school over, college starting. Did orientation and all too many perky people that is all I have to say. Class selection left me with "Lit 1102", "Myth, ritual and mystism", "Understand Physical world" + lab, "General chem" + lab, and "First year experience. Did I mention I will get roughly 3.5k per semester? Yeah going to get my new comp, a dell. My bro moved out, my room shall be officially mine this Saturday when some furniture is given away. His blue car is mine but not in best conditions still I should be starting driving school next week, the goal is to get my license before school starts.
In regards to my book I have about 160 pages typed on my computer and I have started in a new comp book with almost 50 pages written down already. So I am making a lot of progress ^^. Character list has been made I am going to redo the "Black Book of Fengiea's History" again.
Life in all its anguish and horror that it comes is in the end a beautiful thing. Yes we have the dark times that cloud over our heads, yes we at time hate and may even curse our existence but in the end, when we examine the grand scope of life we find a thing of beauty. A series of cause and effects that has led us on an unbelievable rollercoaster. The greatest journey ever to be recorded in this universe shall never match that of one's own life. Yet this is an experience so personal to ones own that only he or she should get to know about it. It is for that true reason that this is my last and final entry. To all who have ever cared enough to read my essays as Dante would say thank you, but with this I give my farewell. May the spirit of the Dragon guide my self and all of you. Till then good bye and I shall see you in real life.