The final report
Today turned out to be a very hard day... I got the toxicology report back today... I have been in a downward spinning daze all day... I have so much I need to be doing right now with getting ready to move yet I came home and did nothing... I couldnt make myself lift a finger to accomplish anything...
So many thoughts race through my mind at lightening speed that I cannot keep up with them all... My strength is starting to fade yet I cannot let anyone know... I am the strong one... I am the one that has always held 'the weight of the world' on my shoulders... I have no shoulders here to help me carry any of my burdens... I have cried until I thought there were no tears left in me only to find out I was wrong... I am tired...
So many thoughts race through my mind at lightening speed that I cannot keep up with them all... My strength is starting to fade yet I cannot let anyone know... I am the strong one... I am the one that has always held 'the weight of the world' on my shoulders... I have no shoulders here to help me carry any of my burdens... I have cried until I thought there were no tears left in me only to find out I was wrong... I am tired...