Busy little bees
So I haven't updated in awhile, but I have been busy, so give me a break. I finally talked to Jesse last night. I don;t really feel like anything was resolved but I hope maybe at least she feels better. We cried, I felt like shit, and that was pretty much it. But then again, what was I expecting? On a happier note, rugby is going well. I am having so much fun, even just at practice. A new girl came today who is going to be playing the same position as me but whatever, the more the marrier! Things with housemates are going a little better I guess. I still really feel like I don't have any really good friends her except Mar and Ashley, and Mar doesn't even really go here. I don't know, I've just been feeling really disconected and left out of things. But then, I am over sensitive so it could really all just be in my head. I don't know, things have gone better today. People actually talked to me at lunch time. But I am glad that I have started widening my circle of friends. I like the rugby girls alot and they have all been really nice and accepting. Well, I guess only time will tell how that goes. I think I am no longer sick. I am much less congested today and just generally feel better (which is probably contributing to my mood change as well). Oh, another thing on the rugby note. Im pissed off cause our first home game was supposed to be this saturday but because my school is retarded, it looks as if we are not going to have a field in time, so we are going to Kenyon. I don't know if my mom will still want to go or what, and I hope Sara will still come. I really wish they would give us a scheduale to, so could be planing ahead a little. I have a door sign too! I feel really special, cause ive never had a door sign. Anyway, I need to shower so i can head over to another one of my numerous group meetings.