well... hasent it been for fucking ever...
well... hasn't it been for fucking ever... i never update anymore but i guess it matches my busy lifestyle. doesn't time just change everything? i can look back and remember a time when i was happy most of the time... i was free... now it seems like everything has changed and i have changed so much myself. in just three years i have managed to do a complete 360. my freshman year i was happy even though i acted mean and now i act so happy and friendly but of course I'm not. really who is? i have spent my life dreaming of a world that will never be and a life i will never have. when it comes to it you have to make your own decisions on life and how you want to live it. i guess i spent so long daydreaming of a life that i lost mine.not that i have it bad now i have a love and friends my family and health... sometimes i wounder if the list should include sanity.. for now it doesn't.. I'm in my own world and its quiet.