Rambeling and wandering

Jun 04, 2006 01:39

Ok I am a Virgin and believe in waiting till marriage to have sex but with that said I will now insert an AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
What am I nuts. Had a serious make out session with my boyfriend and we actually had to part companny because we were having trouble contorling ourselves. Forgive me I know I should know control at 25 but ahhhh this was nutty.
But a part of me needed the relief just holding my guy brings. I am going though a medical crisis and having him around is making things alot easier that is for sure. We talk at least a few mintuets every day and even if its just to say I Love you its enough.
I love being with him that is for sure
I kind of hope him and I get married because I would love to see what his hands can do with out barriers in the way LOL

I guess the Woman that I thought I was is really starting to find things out and its amazing to me. After years of recovery I'm starting to live at last and though it scares me there are parts that just amaze me.
Talk soon
stef

do you really want to know what i am thi

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