"...my cleats are stuck in your corneas!"
So wow. I haven’t updated in forever. Instead I’ve just been typing stuff up in word and deciding whether or not to save it to my comp or not. But I think it will be good to keep up with a journal this semester. I have a feeling. In the pit of my stomach. Something is going to happen. but I’m not sure what. My dreams have been off the rocker lately. Including one where my friends and I try to kill Hitler and everyone dies from the radiation from the blast from a bomb except for me. it was scary and very weird. You can see why I’m worried yet excited for whatever is coming ahead this semester. I’m going to be taking a lot of classes. I’m worried. It’s a lot of pressure with a lot of work. I know I need to get stuff over with, but I don’t even have my usual buds at lunch to talk to. Well I guess for now I’ll just sit and write journals at lunch. I havnt written things down in forever. Sorry if things seem really disjointed. Wow. I just said sorry to an online journal. Is that lame? Is it more lame to ask a question to an empty journal? I hope not. Anywho. I bought something really absurd. I don’t know if I’ll keep it though. It was $200. I cant believe I bought it. it a sexy wolf costume. I came up with times in which I’ll wear it. but I cant help thinking I should have bought a bodice. Or maybe save it. my sister and I are still planning on going to the UK next summer. In fact where trying to make plans for a road trip to Seattle. For a harry potter exhibit. You know the more things I do concerning hp the more I want a kind of matching tattoo with Katie. But I want to make it my own. On my left wrist. With a snitch but feather wings. I don’t know. But the UK has got me freaked. I think for my birthday I’m going to ask my parent to pay for the flight. That’s the only thing. I think total, cost of everything, in going to be $5000. I do not have $5000. I have $1000. Which is not good. Plus my work finally gave me a piece of work. And it isn’t going well. There’s no clear assignment. Argh. And I’m only getting paid for three hours of work. Which is fine, but I wish I had more the give them, and yet I don’t because I dont want them to give me too much with the hefty school load that will start on Monday. Uhg! I need money! That’s what I need.
I just got interrupted by the tv and mom. For my moms bday we were thinking of taking her to see the ellen show. Which she said she wanted. But they don’t for sure give you ticket. You can only request them. And the days of the ellen show are only on week days which sucks majorly because I have so many classes on each day. I cant just take off a day. And if I did, I hope it will be in the morning so I can try to make it back for at least one class. Argh.
Anywho. Big news on faire. The fairs in Ojai is only happening for one weekend. Then their canceling it. the worst part is, there only having it on my moms birthday weekend. Fuck. And then moving it somewhere else. Which is stupid.
Tomorrow I need to go to the store and good food for the week. I’m so worried about school. But something’s telling me, that something really good is going to happen. I just wish I could see into the future. But if my dreams do anything, they should be making me scared. And yet. Maybe they mean something big and bad will happen but out of the bad things, I’ll come out stronger. But….alone….? fuck. I hope that’s not what it means. Okay…so maybe…it means. There will be a nuclear holocaust and I’ll survive? I don’t know… I’m going to bed.
Good night!
I just got interrupted by the tv and mom. For my moms bday we were thinking of taking her to see the ellen show. Which she said she wanted. But they don’t for sure give you ticket. You can only request them. And the days of the ellen show are only on week days which sucks majorly because I have so many classes on each day. I cant just take off a day. And if I did, I hope it will be in the morning so I can try to make it back for at least one class. Argh.
Anywho. Big news on faire. The fairs in Ojai is only happening for one weekend. Then their canceling it. the worst part is, there only having it on my moms birthday weekend. Fuck. And then moving it somewhere else. Which is stupid.
Tomorrow I need to go to the store and good food for the week. I’m so worried about school. But something’s telling me, that something really good is going to happen. I just wish I could see into the future. But if my dreams do anything, they should be making me scared. And yet. Maybe they mean something big and bad will happen but out of the bad things, I’ll come out stronger. But….alone….? fuck. I hope that’s not what it means. Okay…so maybe…it means. There will be a nuclear holocaust and I’ll survive? I don’t know… I’m going to bed.
Good night!