The Good, The Bad, And The Ugly...
okay okay okay, so some of you to have reasonable suspision to believe that i am lying about a few things due to past events. But since i am at the bottom and climbing up on my own, i have realized that there is no reason for me to lie.
and since i am not lying, everything seems to be a lot easier.
And for your information brittany, i got HPV from you! I may have gotten AIDS from Bekah, whom is one of my sister's best friends...the shit you do when you're plastered off your ass and don't even know who you are.
Now let this set the FUCKING record straight.
It is very FUCKING hard to piss me off! and some people have successfully done that, NOT LIKE I AM GOING TO NAME A FEW like brittany p. and julie...oops just did.
now for the other things...
i know a few of you have complained that you are not on my friends list...i am going through my sources and names one by one, doing my final trial and error kind of thing. The names that have recently appeared on my list a few entries ago are just recent events.
Now for an addition to the list...
I contacted an old friend of mine yesterday...Lee. Gosh she is so amazing. We discussed what happened between us and our friendship a few years ago and the apology was given to me and acceptance is oging to be given to her. It is seeming that we're both hoping to salvage some sort of friendship here. But is was a big relief to finally get ahold of her again. She's a wonderful person and i feel bad for how i treated her in the past, but people can and do change. just takes time.
Serrianna, a wonderful friend of mine, haven't talked to her in a while and she has never broken that trust from me. she has not contacted me in a while but i bet she is just very busy.
Heather, another good friend of mine. very well off...one son and another child on the way and happily married...congradulations babe!
Emily and i conversed a little today, it seems there still might be a friendship there, though i am still feeling very angered towards her. But she is very happy off with my best friend and brother...Ben, whom i am happy for because he has finally found somebody who loves him and is willing to give him a chance. Congradulations to the both of you two and good lots of luck.
Err...lets see here...oh yeah.
To the wonderful children that are about two years old mentally...Brittany and Julie. They are just so cute as kids...NOT!!!! C'MON JESUS FUCKING CHRIST (forgive me lord for taking your name in vein) GROW THE FUCK UP. SLAMMING ON PEOPLE IS JSUT BEING A TYPICAL TWO YEAR OLD HIGH SCHOOL ATTENDEE AND IT DOES NOT MAKE YOU VERY POPULAR IN THE END. But i can find it in my wonderful christian heart to forgive you...er did i say christian...i meant go to fucking hell until you grow the fuck up...did i say that...oops, i truly apologize...okay seriously now. I do have it in me to forgive you guys and how you treated carrie and i, but please, get off your ass and use your brain.
And then there's carrie, wonderful carrie. i hope all goes well with your moving, and trust your instincts to the best of your ability. I know i can do stupid shit, but don't look at that part of me. everybody does and tells me to fuck off. I know things are hard for a friendship between us rightn now, but i hope our friendship stays.
okay my laptop battery is about to die so utnil next time...
and since i am not lying, everything seems to be a lot easier.
And for your information brittany, i got HPV from you! I may have gotten AIDS from Bekah, whom is one of my sister's best friends...the shit you do when you're plastered off your ass and don't even know who you are.
Now let this set the FUCKING record straight.
It is very FUCKING hard to piss me off! and some people have successfully done that, NOT LIKE I AM GOING TO NAME A FEW like brittany p. and julie...oops just did.
now for the other things...
i know a few of you have complained that you are not on my friends list...i am going through my sources and names one by one, doing my final trial and error kind of thing. The names that have recently appeared on my list a few entries ago are just recent events.
Now for an addition to the list...
I contacted an old friend of mine yesterday...Lee. Gosh she is so amazing. We discussed what happened between us and our friendship a few years ago and the apology was given to me and acceptance is oging to be given to her. It is seeming that we're both hoping to salvage some sort of friendship here. But is was a big relief to finally get ahold of her again. She's a wonderful person and i feel bad for how i treated her in the past, but people can and do change. just takes time.
Serrianna, a wonderful friend of mine, haven't talked to her in a while and she has never broken that trust from me. she has not contacted me in a while but i bet she is just very busy.
Heather, another good friend of mine. very well off...one son and another child on the way and happily married...congradulations babe!
Emily and i conversed a little today, it seems there still might be a friendship there, though i am still feeling very angered towards her. But she is very happy off with my best friend and brother...Ben, whom i am happy for because he has finally found somebody who loves him and is willing to give him a chance. Congradulations to the both of you two and good lots of luck.
Err...lets see here...oh yeah.
To the wonderful children that are about two years old mentally...Brittany and Julie. They are just so cute as kids...NOT!!!! C'MON JESUS FUCKING CHRIST (forgive me lord for taking your name in vein) GROW THE FUCK UP. SLAMMING ON PEOPLE IS JSUT BEING A TYPICAL TWO YEAR OLD HIGH SCHOOL ATTENDEE AND IT DOES NOT MAKE YOU VERY POPULAR IN THE END. But i can find it in my wonderful christian heart to forgive you...er did i say christian...i meant go to fucking hell until you grow the fuck up...did i say that...oops, i truly apologize...okay seriously now. I do have it in me to forgive you guys and how you treated carrie and i, but please, get off your ass and use your brain.
And then there's carrie, wonderful carrie. i hope all goes well with your moving, and trust your instincts to the best of your ability. I know i can do stupid shit, but don't look at that part of me. everybody does and tells me to fuck off. I know things are hard for a friendship between us rightn now, but i hope our friendship stays.
okay my laptop battery is about to die so utnil next time...