Dec 24, 2004 22:25
This may be one of my last entries in this journal. Its christmas eve of course. i'm over at my friend brittany's house right now. Ironically she's at her ex-bf's house. She's calling and checking up on me. But here's how my day went.
I got a new car cuz people were starting to stalk me in my old one, well today i just totalled that new car on accident. I hit a patch of black ice while driving to work. I slid slightly into a ditch and hit another car that had already been in the ditch. I was very lucky to make it out alive and with very little injury. I wasn't wearing my seatbelt so when i hit the stalled car, my car spun around and flung me into my passangers seat and my head hit my rearview mirror and busted that right through the window. I ended up with a cut eyebrow, a slight cut on the side of my head deep enough for the hospital to put two staples in it, and a nice gash in the back of my head that took about five staples.
Yeah some christmas considering i'm single.
There was a good part to all of this...Brittany, she skipped work to see me down at the hospital. She's a great friend, i've known her for a long time but never really talked to her until recently. She really helped me out. Well i'm spending the next couple days here since i was in the accident. i would spend it at home in bed but its cold at my dad's house and its too noisy at my grandma's, plus brittany was left alone for the holidays, and i wanted somebody to spend it with.
Emily and i are getting along again. She's happy for me that i'm getting my life straightened around and back on track. thanks for being there emily.
i'm in pain. not just physically, but mentally. It did a lot to me with sneaking laura around. Don't get me wrong, i love her with all my heart, but i was even losing myself at work, and i need that job. someday she'll be back in my life again, and i know she's wanting me. She's hurting a lot too. But this break will be good for the both of us.
But i'm getting really sick cuz my head is starting to hurt and i think i may have to go back to the hospital so i'm gonna go and call up brittany and ask her if she'll take me down again.
D.