well yeah...
it's like 8:23am and I'm in college success right now. Er, we're down in the library working on some projects.
All last week I spent the night with laura it was fun. She spent the night at my house intil saturday into sunday , which was the last day she spent the night before she left to canada on sunday, and then wednesday i spent the night at her house with her friend rachel.
It was really fun hanging out with laura, but now she's in canada for two weeks so i will be really bored for the next two weeks.
Damn...geh, there's a lot on my mind now i'm almost going into overload mode. I'm gonna try to hang out with my friend nina to night and hopefully that will relieve some tension. Also my car's going ghetto on me and its pissing me off. The gas mileage is dropping again so i'm bringing it up to my sis's boyfriend's work after school since i don't work today. We're gonna replace the spark plugs in it to see if that helps the engine start and the gas mileage. Otherwise it's a good car.
Steve's gettin me subwoofers for my car and i'm getting a cd player but i'm not gonna get the cd player until i have the sound system in it. Right now my home theatre system is plugged in through an inverter so i can get some good bass, but as soon as i get those subs,, the home theatre system goes back into my room.
Sheesh i can't wait until Laura gets back. There's just somehting that i can't explain, but damn. I really need to talk to laura about some things. But things are going great so yeah.
Then there's emily who's freaking out and its pushing me away from her. She knows i can't stand jealousy and she knows i can't stand people freaking out. Amanda was pretty much the same way and I HATE being told what to do and I HATE it when people try to control me. It's going to make me rebel even more. But i've always rebelled so that isn't gonna make much difference.
"EDIT"--- Here's some lyrics for ya...
"Broken" ~ SEETHER (feat. Amy Lee of EVANESCENCE)
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore
Anywho, i'm gonna go now. Must get going on work. Maybe I'll come back on later with a poem or some other thoughts.
All last week I spent the night with laura it was fun. She spent the night at my house intil saturday into sunday , which was the last day she spent the night before she left to canada on sunday, and then wednesday i spent the night at her house with her friend rachel.
It was really fun hanging out with laura, but now she's in canada for two weeks so i will be really bored for the next two weeks.
Damn...geh, there's a lot on my mind now i'm almost going into overload mode. I'm gonna try to hang out with my friend nina to night and hopefully that will relieve some tension. Also my car's going ghetto on me and its pissing me off. The gas mileage is dropping again so i'm bringing it up to my sis's boyfriend's work after school since i don't work today. We're gonna replace the spark plugs in it to see if that helps the engine start and the gas mileage. Otherwise it's a good car.
Steve's gettin me subwoofers for my car and i'm getting a cd player but i'm not gonna get the cd player until i have the sound system in it. Right now my home theatre system is plugged in through an inverter so i can get some good bass, but as soon as i get those subs,, the home theatre system goes back into my room.
Sheesh i can't wait until Laura gets back. There's just somehting that i can't explain, but damn. I really need to talk to laura about some things. But things are going great so yeah.
Then there's emily who's freaking out and its pushing me away from her. She knows i can't stand jealousy and she knows i can't stand people freaking out. Amanda was pretty much the same way and I HATE being told what to do and I HATE it when people try to control me. It's going to make me rebel even more. But i've always rebelled so that isn't gonna make much difference.
"EDIT"--- Here's some lyrics for ya...
"Broken" ~ SEETHER (feat. Amy Lee of EVANESCENCE)
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore
Anywho, i'm gonna go now. Must get going on work. Maybe I'll come back on later with a poem or some other thoughts.