Dec 20, 2008 21:41
Well I don’t want to go into too much detail. basically my father told me some pretty mean things about my hair. He said it was a joke after words but what freaked out my mother was that it got into a huge shout match. "Indian hair," I told him to not say another word and it escalated from there.
Here something ironic though Razzek seems to be ticked about some ones refusal about some artwork. It helps me to see that I am not the only one who can get a little angry but the difference is that I am a little loud. Especially when it comes to people not letting go of it. Online I am a little more kind than I am when it comes to an argument. I am the most peaceful at times when I am drawing or writing. I have done art ever since I was little. The one thing that started it was Robots.
Since then the interest got a little more complex. From time to time it was either doodling or calculated marks that represented how big something was or how something is going to occur. It was not until I started writing more often that it got to drawing dragons. However I have always loved dragons. I hate it when they slay the dragon at the end of the story. Although my favorite kind of dragon is the European dragon. If I remember correctly of the cloture the dragon that is most respected is the Chinese dragon. It is thought that dragons could control the weather. I hope and pray that it gets better for Razzek. She is a good person once you get to know her. During the summer when I first began to chat online she was the one that was popular on SF. When I first saw her art I was uncomfortable with the fact that she drew things in odd situations. We got into a fight and going from DA and SF She said some things that made me uncomfortable with myself. Words that one of my friends did not use. I was rude back then toward people who thought differently about art, right and wrong other wise. I said that I was sorry. The biggest reason was because I had no idea she was a mod and a good friend of SR. She turned around and said she was sorry with the most kind words. She actually asked what offended me about it. I will never tell a sole what it was but I will say that it had to do with my past and seeing things that brought back confusing emotions about a video game. I will never forget about how she has treated me. "Both ways," Despite it all she is a good friend and one very good artist may I add.
Her art is exceptional at showing emotion. I hope her dream comes true. She wants to walk into the computer graphics design for games to prove how well she can do art despite her disability. She inspires me XD.