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So me and June broke up
he just doesn't understand me and never will! He can't accept me for who I am!
When i tried to tell him i'm not ready to be intimate with him, he starts saying i'm not attracted to him, and that I really don't want to be with him...blah blah blah THEN when i try to tell him the truth about anything, and explain to him who i am, he just gets upset and misinterrprets EVERYTHING I SAY! and then we'll argue and argue and eventually all will be well....but then like TWO DAYS later it will all come up again! and I just couldn't do that to myself anymore
I know perfectly well that that will never change, because i've been with him for 2 months and it has always been like this! Everytime i try to bring something up it goes horribly wrong! And he wants me to give him another chance, and he thinks he can change (or that i can change) and that can't happen! I can't give him anymore chances because I have given him several already. I just want him to understand that! That it will always be like this and I can't handle all this stress!
I am constantly worring if what I'm about to say will upset him, or why I don't feel for him what he feels for me. He thinks i played him, and lied to him...but really I just lied to myself. I just hope he calms down eventually and realizes all this...till then, he will just hate me!
he just doesn't understand me and never will! He can't accept me for who I am!
When i tried to tell him i'm not ready to be intimate with him, he starts saying i'm not attracted to him, and that I really don't want to be with him...blah blah blah THEN when i try to tell him the truth about anything, and explain to him who i am, he just gets upset and misinterrprets EVERYTHING I SAY! and then we'll argue and argue and eventually all will be well....but then like TWO DAYS later it will all come up again! and I just couldn't do that to myself anymore
I know perfectly well that that will never change, because i've been with him for 2 months and it has always been like this! Everytime i try to bring something up it goes horribly wrong! And he wants me to give him another chance, and he thinks he can change (or that i can change) and that can't happen! I can't give him anymore chances because I have given him several already. I just want him to understand that! That it will always be like this and I can't handle all this stress!
I am constantly worring if what I'm about to say will upset him, or why I don't feel for him what he feels for me. He thinks i played him, and lied to him...but really I just lied to myself. I just hope he calms down eventually and realizes all this...till then, he will just hate me!