a long awaited update
It seems i haven't writen alot here latly, my writings have been very laxed and i dont really like that. I used to write in here all the time about something but anymore it seems i have nothing to write about. ok so i changed the song to this, it seems so fitting, needing something to sing (write) about. Maybe i just dont have much stress so i have less to write about, thats good right? you would think id be sitting here writing about school or work or something but nope nothing. gods i keep trying to go to sleep......no sleeping i have homework to do! ok cherry coke to the rescue thanks cherry coke for that bust of energy. I have some serious anatomy to study for before monday and yet iv done everything but study for it.....im such a joke i sware. I said no more of this lame ass shit and yet im still doing it all the time. its like i dont want to succed in anything and that i am trying to fail. That would only prove everyone right wouldnt it? They all said i couldnt make it as a kid so it would show them they were right and i dont want to do that i wanna show them they are wrong and shove it in their faces. sigh who am i kidding here? who am i trying to prove anything to? Am i doing this for myself or am i doing it to show up thoughs from my past that said i couldn't? seek not what others think of you only seek what you think of yourself i should have that as a quote from now on, and yes i made it up. As for gaming not much to say, im just a piss ant charliton...................for now..
James
James