Happy to be Me

[dragonladyazure]

My favorite phrase lately, mental or verbal, seems to be "This is the man I'm marrying".  Sometimes it's a joke, like when he does something asinine to tease me, and sometimes it is meant with the most heartfelt wonder and joy.  So much of my life was a tumult of chaotic thoughts and feelings loosely joined by only a thin veneer of sanity . . . He helped me to focus, believe in myself, and come to grips with the fact that I was going to have to SOMETIMES enter the real world.  He helped me to find happiness in reality.  He's not perfect, my man, but he's perfect for me.  My other half.  It's not a corny joke of a phrase, it's just truth.  We are insanely alike, but veer off in just the right places so that we balance and overlap like waves gliding towards the shore, or ripples in still water.

This is the man I'm marrying.

Thank god.

:D