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Hey I accidentally hit enter and posted my note, take *that* anxiety!
((((HUGS YOU))))
I sort of figured I’m not the only one in that boat, that was why i posted that instead of replying by messenger. I know a lot of people who have problems like this. And it all could be better, but most of the time, we are okay and we survive. And we should get help and improve, and hopefully some of us are inspired to. But it never goes away, you don’t get “cured” and it’s all fixed, so. You slide back down here sometimes even if you do everything “right”. And it’s bad and should be better, but it’s also okay, you live, or maybe not- but, life is what it is. Do I want better? Yes. Do I deserve better? That’s hard to believe, but yes, I know, on some level, yes. Sure, yes I do.
Can I continue on? Also yes. I don’t have to make myself wait until I can get better before I can go on living my life. You just live, and if you can make it better, you do. But if you can’t, you don’t, and you still do what you can, and that’s sometimes enough and if it’s not you hope maybe you can get a hand up until it is.
You can *always* write to me about it, and maybe I won’t write back but if I’m in a place where I can, I’ll try to, and if I’m not, well, I probably saw it and probably at least nodded along and wished I could answer. Don’t delete it, send it along, publicly or privately, I’m here for you.
Hey I accidentally hit enter and posted my note, take *that* anxiety!
((((HUGS YOU))))
I sort of figured I’m not the only one in that boat, that was why i posted that instead of replying by messenger. I know a lot of people who have problems like this. And it all could be better, but most of the time, we are okay and we survive. And we should get help and improve, and hopefully some of us are inspired to. But it never goes away, you don’t get “cured” and it’s all fixed, so. You slide back down here sometimes even if you do everything “right”. And it’s bad and should be better, but it’s also okay, you live, or maybe not- but, life is what it is. Do I want better? Yes. Do I deserve better? That’s hard to believe, but yes, I know, on some level, yes. Sure, yes I do.
Can I continue on? Also yes. I don’t have to make myself wait until I can get better before I can go on living my life. You just live, and if you can make it better, you do. But if you can’t, you don’t, and you still do what you can, and that’s sometimes enough and if it’s not you hope maybe you can get a hand up until it is.
You can *always* write to me about it, and maybe I won’t write back but if I’m in a place where I can, I’ll try to, and if I’m not, well, I probably saw it and probably at least nodded along and wished I could answer. Don’t delete it, send it along, publicly or privately, I’m here for you.