Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Today was terrible. Actually today was wonderful. It's when I hit the bike trails that today became terrible. I had what one might consider an asthma attack. Well at least it felt like it. I couldn't breath and I almost fell off my bike from lack of oxygen. Than when I got home I called out for my dad (I have guard camp this week) 'cause it was time to go. I got no replay so thinking that he was upstairs or coming home soon I sat down to catch my breath and read a little. I eventually fell asleep in the big chair.(the big chair is an extremely comfy chair/recliner) Than my dad came home at 4:58 asking how was guard. I told him I didn't go 'cause I thought he was going to take me and that I didn't know where it was. (I had the address but not the rout to get there)He blew up in my face telling me that I was so stupid 'cause he had printed out the directions and put them on the counter. (I didn't know it was there. How was I supposed to know?) He just kept yelling at me almost hitting me at times.(Luckily I've learned when to keep my mouth shut so as not to get hit.) Than he told me to do the dog run and the garbage and to stay out of his sight. So here I am hiding and I wont come out of my room till I have to go to school tomorrow. i just want to scream right now or steal his car and drive off a cliff. So I'm going back to my dark little corner to cry some more.
-Shiara
-Shiara