well hello der
so it's friday morning and I'm, sitting in the NOVA library thinking about different things. Mainly wonderring why my head hurts so much but other stuff too. Like this for example, My b-day is coming up and i have to wonder whats the point in celebrating it? my father sees me as a failure in progress. my mom sees me as a waste of her time. i get teased by my lil sister, and my brother...well i've told you all about him. So with all of these people and how they all act i wonder whats the point of celebrating my b-day if they don't even care for me now. whats the point of putting on a shallow mask of happiness, that crumbles 10 mins into any event. I guess this is a question posed more to my parents. they're the ones who insist we celebrate it. weird isn't it? well enough angsting for now i have two hours to kill till my next class so it's tim eto blow stuff up.