unplug
Why is it that I feel like I'm always pissing someone off? The worst part about it is that no one breaths a word about it, so I have no idea if this is all in my head or what.I think that I'm going to just have to ignore it...I don't know what else to do. I think that I might track down a few people to ask them whats up, but really...I havent been acting unusual latley so why would they be upset? The only thing that I can think of is that my base personality pisss them off. Now, how the hell do you deal with that? Um...exuse me but, could you change who you are? Its getting on my nerves.
Really, I dont think that I want to change who I am just because some people are getting ruffled by it. I am who i am, and i refuse to be sorry for it. I never treat people with malice or deciet. I try to be good to the people around me. I would never try to hurt someones feelings. I beleive that all of this is unintentional annoyance and offense. Whatever. I am an ass, love me or leave me.
Other than the mess that is my social life, I doing great. I love my school. I love my boyfriend. Im moving into my own apartment this summer. I just started a new job, and the finances are going up. Life is golden.
Let me tell you, my British Literature professor is SEXY!!!!He teaches with this soft voice and dry wit, and the vocabulary! It just makes me go weak at the knees. Im so excited, I havent gotten a really good crush on a teacher in a long time, this is so much fun. And truthfully, I dont really LUST after this man, I just think that he is awsome and one of the best teachers Ive ever had. (he IS sexy though)I dont know what I think about my Womens Studies teacher...I like her and she teaches well. But, I think that she brings her life into the class discussion to much. She uses herself as an example all the time. This is effective, but intimidating as well. Who wants to be the one to say, umm, I think you were wronge in that situation....right. I dont want to be that person, I dont know about you. So, the class discussion has a little bit of brittleness in it. But, other than that I really love it. Im learning alot.
But, school is taking the biggest chunk out of my time. Im taking three classes dring the spring semester and its definatly time consuming. Its kind of like a trial by fire. The semester is over so quickly, you barely have time to absorb, let alone reflect.
Really, I dont think that I want to change who I am just because some people are getting ruffled by it. I am who i am, and i refuse to be sorry for it. I never treat people with malice or deciet. I try to be good to the people around me. I would never try to hurt someones feelings. I beleive that all of this is unintentional annoyance and offense. Whatever. I am an ass, love me or leave me.
Other than the mess that is my social life, I doing great. I love my school. I love my boyfriend. Im moving into my own apartment this summer. I just started a new job, and the finances are going up. Life is golden.
Let me tell you, my British Literature professor is SEXY!!!!He teaches with this soft voice and dry wit, and the vocabulary! It just makes me go weak at the knees. Im so excited, I havent gotten a really good crush on a teacher in a long time, this is so much fun. And truthfully, I dont really LUST after this man, I just think that he is awsome and one of the best teachers Ive ever had. (he IS sexy though)I dont know what I think about my Womens Studies teacher...I like her and she teaches well. But, I think that she brings her life into the class discussion to much. She uses herself as an example all the time. This is effective, but intimidating as well. Who wants to be the one to say, umm, I think you were wronge in that situation....right. I dont want to be that person, I dont know about you. So, the class discussion has a little bit of brittleness in it. But, other than that I really love it. Im learning alot.
But, school is taking the biggest chunk out of my time. Im taking three classes dring the spring semester and its definatly time consuming. Its kind of like a trial by fire. The semester is over so quickly, you barely have time to absorb, let alone reflect.