Life
Okay so here I am watching some 3d animation movie. Now I think a lot about my future and the decisions that I make now will affect it. I just keep thinking that if I go into animation will I get a job, something with a salary, something that I could live off of. And the same thing for Illustration. Could I get a job, with a salary, and live off of it. And hell could I find either jobs in P.A. I'll probably Have to move. And if I move to where these jobs are. (Lets say Cali) I don't know what to do once I get there. How do people just..move state to state without knowing what's ahead, or where to live. God, I'm stressing. And I'm not even there yet.
Oh and since I really really want to go to Uarts...um, what happens if I don't get in. That'll crush me. Oh and if I do get in. How the hell am I going to pay for a 29,000 a fucking year school. Once again not there yet.
Oh and I should probably learn how to drive just in case, car things show up. I don't know.
This summer I plan on relaxing and doing things I like to do. Draw all damn day long. I haven't done that in a long time. Watch some anime series. I've already watched Bokusatsu Tenshi Dokuro-chan. And fuck hang out with people. Even though I've been doing that a lot lately. It's like I work and then the days off I hang out with whoever. Today is actually the first day in a while where I haven't done that.
Oh and Vodka is really fucking gross.
Oh and since I really really want to go to Uarts...um, what happens if I don't get in. That'll crush me. Oh and if I do get in. How the hell am I going to pay for a 29,000 a fucking year school. Once again not there yet.
Oh and I should probably learn how to drive just in case, car things show up. I don't know.
This summer I plan on relaxing and doing things I like to do. Draw all damn day long. I haven't done that in a long time. Watch some anime series. I've already watched Bokusatsu Tenshi Dokuro-chan. And fuck hang out with people. Even though I've been doing that a lot lately. It's like I work and then the days off I hang out with whoever. Today is actually the first day in a while where I haven't done that.
Oh and Vodka is really fucking gross.