Day 7
The thing I hear from everyone the most is to have patience and give her space, but also to let her know I'm here for her. This is so much harder than you would think it is. To text her or not? To leave a cute little note or nah? So much confusion.
The other day she brought me home some more food (yea, she feeds me apparently) and even sat down and talked to me for an hour and a half. Is it because she wants to start over as friends and see if she can trust me again?
I tried talking to her about the relationship on day 5. It went terribly. Just more of the same that I had heard on Sunday, but she did admit twice that she loved me and missed me. I stood up for myself at one point, which felt really good. There was a lot said on both sides, somethings that hurt me deeply.
I've had uber amounts of trouble sleeping. I really just want her to tell me how she is feeling. She sleeps so soundly and I am jealous.
I love her with every thread of my body. Sometimes I question if whether what I am doing is the right thing, holding on for something that may not happen, but I know that if I gave up I would regret it. Perhaps for the rest of my life. That is not something I could live with.
Now I know how this feels, this must all be love. The roller coaster ride of my life emotionally. I just know that I regret ever having said those 3 words to anyone else, now that I know their true power.
The other day she brought me home some more food (yea, she feeds me apparently) and even sat down and talked to me for an hour and a half. Is it because she wants to start over as friends and see if she can trust me again?
I tried talking to her about the relationship on day 5. It went terribly. Just more of the same that I had heard on Sunday, but she did admit twice that she loved me and missed me. I stood up for myself at one point, which felt really good. There was a lot said on both sides, somethings that hurt me deeply.
I've had uber amounts of trouble sleeping. I really just want her to tell me how she is feeling. She sleeps so soundly and I am jealous.
I love her with every thread of my body. Sometimes I question if whether what I am doing is the right thing, holding on for something that may not happen, but I know that if I gave up I would regret it. Perhaps for the rest of my life. That is not something I could live with.
Now I know how this feels, this must all be love. The roller coaster ride of my life emotionally. I just know that I regret ever having said those 3 words to anyone else, now that I know their true power.